Learning in Public

Think I heard something break
我好像聽見了什麼斷裂開的聲音
Im sorry
我很抱歉
Theres something happening in me
有些變化正發生在我身上
Its like Im looking down
就好像是當我向下看
At my body
看著我的身體
A pinball in a game losing speed
就像是遊戲中瘋狂旋轉的彈球
If Im aimless
如果我並非有意
Am I blameless
我會因為傷害了他人
When I hurt someone?
而受到責怪嗎？
Why
為什麼
Why does it have to be
為什麼一定要如此
My least favorite subject
我最討厭的科目
Learning in public
就是公開課
When I
當所有人
Cant even look at me
都在看我時
While everyones watching
我甚至無法直視自己
Im learning in public
我在上著公開課
Do do do do do
Al in all just a memory
但這總歸只是段記憶
I didnt mean to make you unhappy
我不是有意惹你生氣
I didnt mean to change without letting you know
我不是故意在未告知你的前提下做出改變
I thought that I could take
我以為我可以
Take you with me
可以帶你一起
But did you slip away or did I let go?
但最後到底是你偷偷溜走了還是我放開了手？
Its confusing
我有點困惑
What Im losing
我所失去的
It was never mine
從未有一刻屬於過我
Why
為什麼
Why does it have to be
為什麼一定要如此
My least favorite subject
我最討厭的科目
Im learning in public
就是公開課
When I
當所有人
Cant even look at me
都在看我時
While everyones watching
我甚至無法直視自己
Im learning in public
我在上著公開課
Do do do do do
All in all just a memory
但這總歸只是段記憶
Do do do do do
The time the time and energy
時間啊時間和精力
Everything I thought I wanted
我曾以為我想要擁有的這一切
I changed my mind and I forgot it
我改變了想法忘記了這些
The time the time and energy
時間啊時間和精力
Were too young till were too old for it
從年輕氣盛到垂垂暮年
This is somewhere till its nowhere at
從這裡到未知的地方
All in all in all its just memory
說白了這只是段記憶而已
Why
為什麼
Why does it have to be
為什麼一定要如此
My least favorite subject
我最討厭的科目
Im learning in public
就是公開課
When I
當所有人
Cant even look at me
都在看我時
While everyones watching
我甚至無法直視自己
Im learning in public
我在上著公開課
Do do do do do
All in all just a memory
但這總歸只是段記憶
Do do do do do
The time the time and energy
時間啊時間和精力
Everything I thought I wanted
我曾以為我想要擁有的這一切
I changed my mind and I forgot it all
我改變了想法忘記了這些