Happier

Feels like I'm spending my whole life waiting
感覺我窮盡一生都用來等待
Is there something more
我還有其他事可做嗎
Feels like I'm happier eyes closed dreaming
我感覺閉目馳思遐想
Than living anymore
可比生活有趣多了
By now I thought I'd have my shit together
我還以為現在我已經振作起來了
By now I thought that I'd be doing better
本以為我想我應該會做得更好了
Right now it's looking like that might be never
可現在看來一切都是空談
Right now it's looking like that might be never
如今看看這都是天方夜譚
I thought that I'd be happier
我還覺得以後生活會開心些
Just thought that I'd be happier
可真就是我自己覺得
Didn't think I'd have it all
我沒幻想著自己啥都有
Guess I just thought I'd be happier
就想著每天都開開心心的
I'm spending money I haven't made yet
我還在提前消費
Tell me I'm important
告訴我我很重要
Been faking smiles so long my face hurts
一直假裝微笑臉都僵硬了
Just pretend you feel normal
就為了表明你自己過得還好
By now I thought I'd have my shit together
我還以為現在我已經振作起來了
By now I thought that I'd be doing better
本以為我想我應該會做得更好了
Right now it's looking like that might be never
可現在看來一切都是空談
Right now it's looking like that might be never
如今看看這都是天方夜譚
I thought that I'd be happier
我還覺得以後生活會開心些
Just thought that I'd be happier
可真就是我自己覺得
Didn't think I' d have it all
我也沒幻想著自己啥都有
Guess I just thought I'd be happier
就想著每天都開開心心的
I thought that I'd be happier
我覺得以後生活會開心些
Just thought that I'd be happier
但可真就是我自己覺得
I don't even want it allall
我甚至沒幻想著自己啥都有
Just wanna feel a little happier
就只願每天都開開心心的