Heavy

I took my life in the palm of my hands
把自己的生命緊握在手中
I apologize for all that I am
為我所做的一切道歉
Was it happenstance or holy war
究竟是碰巧還是注定要迎來的一場激烈爭論
That lead me to you and away from her
把我引向你從而遠離她

心情沉重好像聽到內心破碎的聲音
Heavy as a heartbreak
不再完整的家庭
Heavy as a broken home
如果你曾經愛過我
If you ever loved me
為何從來沒說過
How come you never said so?
我從來都不敢確定當然我也從未提起

我從來都不是只活在過去的人
I was never sure , of course I never asked
既然來過我便希望它在不離開
I never had the heart for living in the past
只知道你是唯一我願意仰望的人
If it ever comes and I hope it never does
心情沉重好像聽到內心破碎的聲音
Just know that youre the one Im watching from above
不再完整的家庭

如果你曾經愛過我
Heavy as a heartbreak
為何從來沒說過
Heavy as a broken home
心情沉重好像聽到內心破碎的聲音
If you ever loved me
不再完整的家庭
How come you never said so?
如果你曾經愛過我

如果你曾經愛過我
Heavy as a heartbreak
嘆口氣深呼吸
Heavy as a broken home
讓他們靠近讓他們隨便猜
If you ever loved me
人都都在說謊就當是個教訓
How come you never said so? Said so
數數你所剩無幾的朋友收到過的祝福

嘆口氣深呼吸
Take a sigh, take a breath in
讓他們靠近讓他們隨便猜
Keep em close , keep em guessing
人都都在說謊就當是個教訓
People lie, learn a lesson
數數你所剩無幾的朋友收到過的祝福
Count your friends and your blessings
心情沉重好像聽到內心破碎的聲音

不再完整的家庭
Take a sigh, take a breath in
如果你曾經愛過我
Keep em close, keep em guessing
為何從來沒說過
People lie, learn a lesson
心情沉重好像聽到內心破碎的聲音
Count your friends and your blessings
不再完整的家庭

如果你曾經愛過我
Heavy as a heartbreak
為何從來沒說過
Heavy as a broken home
當我聽到你的名字還是會情不自禁想起你
If you ever loved me
有時候我仍想祈禱
How come you never said so?
因為忘掉了曾經的計劃因為寬恕過的罪惡

或許大部分是為我們付出的代價
Heavy as a heartbreak
Heavy as a broken home
If you ever loved me
How come you never said so?

I still think of you when I hear your name
Theres a part of me that still wants to pray
For plans forgot, for sins that forgave
Maybe most of all for the price we paid