nurse Joy

(and I won't lie, won't lie
I spend all my late nights
Tryna get this head right
I'm not distant, I just need time)

Hoping you'd take me to nurse joy
Play with me like you do all your toys
Look at my direction I can't avoid
The lines getting closer

Leave me by my bedside
I can't even move my legs right
I get zoned out looking at the twilight shift
Six more bags get me out of this rig
This feels like a movie, 21, what's goin on
Just tell me how much longer does it last
I'm getting past this, find another man, shit
We need better casting, yeah

Hoping you'd take me to nurse joy
Play with me like you do all your toys
Look at my direction I can't avoid
The lines getting closer
Hit me up, take me out, I'm a wreck
Tell me all the things that make you sick
Mess it up, talk it out, be upset
I'm tired, get closer

I've been spending all this time
Just waiting for the perfect lines
To tell me what I want to do, pull through
Do I want to be the greatest?
I choose you!
You make me feel like a dream
Soaring through this, butterfree
Take me out this hell I've been in
****ed up, but you're next to me

Hoping you'd take me to nurse joy
Play with me like you do all your toys (all your toys)
Look at my direction I can't avoid (can't avoid)
The lines getting closer (getting closer)
Hit me up, take me out, I'm a wreck (I'm a wreck)
Tell me all the things that make you sick (make you sick)
Mess it up, talk it out, be upset
I'm tired, get closer (I'm tired, getcloser)

And I won't lie, won't lie
I spend all my late nights
Tryna get this head right
I'm not distant, I just need time
And I know it don't work
But I know what doesn't hurt
Just call me lazy, I'm not ready
I don't deserve

Hoping you 'd take me to nurse joy
Play with me like you do all your toys (all your toys)
Look at my direction I can't avoid (can't avoid)
The lines getting closer
Hit me up, take me out, I'm a wreck (I'm a wreck)
Tell me all the things that make you sick (make you sick)
Mess it up, talk it out, be upset
I'm tired, get closer (I'm tired, get closer)