Dumb

My friends call me dumb so I start to believe it
我的朋友們叫我啞巴所以我開始相信
Say it's a joke, but I know that they mean it
他們說這是一個笑話但我知道他們是認真的
I know, they say I'm never there
我知道他們說我從來沒有在那裡
That I should spend more time with them, that's a funny idea
我應該花更多的時間和他們在一起這是一個有趣的想法
'Cause my friends are at home
因為我的朋友們在家裡
And lately, I've felt so depressed and alone
最近我感到很孤獨和沮喪
I'm back where I started like three years ago
而且我已經回到了三年前開始的地方

我總是失敗地表現我所有的愛
And I constantly fail to show all my affection
所有的這些都會讓我感到緊張
And all of this sh*t builds up all of this tension
我希望我能給她應得的東西
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
但我一直沒有吸取教訓
But keep f*cking up I'm not learning my lesson
我很笨我不夠有趣
I'm dumb, I'm no fun
但我生命中有太多的東西讓我堅持
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
不管怎樣我搞砸了
I f*ck up anyways
這幾乎就像是我拋棄了它
It's almost as if I just throw it away
我的女孩是最好的

她會用一條早安短信喚醒我的手機
And my girl's the best
會確保給我買我最喜歡的禮物
She wakes up my phone with a good morning text
會在一個mua~後給我說晚安
And makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
是的我知道
And tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
但她在三千英里之外
Yeah, I know
告訴我一切都好開心就好
But she's three-thousand miles away
但我總是搞砸所以責任在我
Telling me everything is okay
或許我再聰明一點再堅強一點
Always f*ck up so I'm taking the blame
再善於接受我自己的缺點一點

接你的電話再快一點
A little bit smarter, a little more strong
寫歌的時候再努力一點
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
我總是失敗地表現我所有的愛
A little bit faster when I answer yourcalls
所有的這些都會讓我感到緊張
A little more effort when I'm writing these songs
我希望我能給她應得的東西

但是我一直沒有吸取教訓
And I constantly fail to show all my affection
我是啞巴我不夠有趣
And all of this shit builds up all of this tension
但我生命中有太多的東西讓我堅持
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
不管怎樣我搞砸了
But keep f*cking up I'm not learning my lesson
這幾乎就像是我拋棄了它
I'm dumb, I'm no fun
幾個月前我生活的很好
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
我的身體和精神狀態都在最巔峰
I f*ck up anyways
現在我在這裡
It's almost as if I just throw it away
滿臉淚水

想要幫助但是附近沒有人
A few months ago I was living so well
但沒關係
Peaking my mental and physical health
因為我會一步一個腳印
Now I'm here
哭也沒關係
In the back with a face full of tears
我會一直堅持下去
In need of help but there's nobody near
因為我知道總有一天會好起來的
But it's fine
'Cause I'll take it one step at a time
It's okay if I cry
So I'll keep it together
'Cause one day I know that this sh*t will get better