T Reading water

So overwhelmed right now, dont have it figured out just yet
You dont try to understand that I dont fit your box of tricks
Got your life worked out, but I had to teach myself this shit
Gamble every move I make to stop my heart from giving in

I dont mind, I dont mind
I dont mind drowning for a little while
Im on a road that you would never drive
Didnt you know that this is real life?
I dont mind, I dont mind
I dont mind drowning in the meantime
Treading water but Im still alive
You wouldnt know what that feels like

I, Im not chasing dotted lines
Im waiting for the tide to rise
And carry me right through the night
Im treading water but Im still alive

Things used to wear me down, sink right into the abyss
Im so glad I didnt quit when you said I shouldnt take the risk
Nothing is for sure, but Im gripping onto this
Now I can admit that Ive found my peace in my own loneliness

I dont mind, I dont mind
I dont drowning for a little while
Treading water but Im still alive
You wouldnt know what that feels like

I, Im not chasing dotted lines
Im waiting for the tide to rise
And carry me right through the night
Im treading water but Im still alive

Its alright, its okay
I dont mind what you wanna say
Its alright, its okay
I dont mind
Its alright, its okay
I dont mind what you wanna say
What youre gonna say

I, Im not chasing dotted lines
Im waiting for the tide to rise
And carry me right through the night
Im treading water but Im still alive

Treading, treading
Im treading water but Im still alive
Treading, treading
Im treading water but Im still alive
Treading, treading
Im treading water but Im still alive
Treading, treading
Im treading water but Im still alive
Treading water
Im treading water but Im still alive
Treading water
Im treading water but Im still alive