so bad

Yeh it gets deep
2019's been a paddle up shit creek
I think I'm learning some lessons
It could be all gone in seconds
Better to love and be left than
To never feel that expression
After your exit I used my thoughts as a weapon
Against myself I was stressin'
That shit was doing my head in
I gave up way too much of my own shit
Put in so much time and I loved it
Never gave a second thought I was about it
**** this crashing down had has got me doubting
(And it hurt me so bad)
It felt like you ran off on me
(And it hurt me so bad)
When you moved on baby I couldn't sleep
(Cos it hurt me so bad)
Hiding all your feelings when you're home with me
(But it hurt me so bad)
When you switched up and you got cold with me
Don't know a joke when I hear one
Won' t see a green light, no playin'
Don't know a friend when I'm near one
Can't hear a thing that you're sayin'
All this music I'm making
But I still can't find a way in
I'm on the edge of a culture
and my position ain't changing
You couldn't see that it was hurting me
And I feel so bad
That we'd never be
All of my feelings
Get lost without meaning
But There's no end to this pain
I didn't mean to leave you so low
I'm feeling so bad, where did you go?
Running away from what I can't hide
But there's no end to this pain
(And it hurt me so bad)
It felt like you ran off on me
(And it hurt me so bad)
When you moved on baby I couldn't sleep
(Cos it hurt me so bad)
Hiding all your feelings when you're home with me
(But it hurt me so bad)
When you switched up and you got cold with me
(And it hurt me so bad)
It felt like you ran off on me
(And it hurt me so bad)
When you moved on baby I couldn't sleep
(Cos it hurt me so bad)
Hiding all your feelings when you're home with me
(But it hurt me so bad)
When you switched up and you got cold with me