活動小丑

I stayed here all alone
As time was passing on
A simple, little date
And that is what I'll say we're on
The people close to town
The gentle floating clouds
They share a laugh as I sit
Waiting all day long
A really simple formula
That I don't understand at all
The ticking of the clock
is rushing like my heart is gonna stop
To really, truly comprehend
I have attempted, but I can't
To think that in your eyes
You really see me as
A clown to just be made fun of
Ah, as I spin
As I spin
As I spin
Until I just
Ah, can't breathe in
Can't breathe in
This is the end
Guess this is it
Sorry fate has got me hit
And now I can't go on going
Knowing you'll never see this
The Earth goes on a trip
I go along with it
An empty, thoughtless thing
I'm prone to just following
And merely for a sec
Before I lose my step
I only stand about
Without making any sound
I didn't mean for this to be
A bit of luck and suddenly
I came to find that all this time
I didn't need to see the light
Your hand is reaching out for me
Your warming touch is all I need
And just a little smile
Would make it all worthwhile
And yet they always cause a little tear in my heart
Ah, as I spin
As I spin
As I spin
Until I just
Ah, as I spin
As I spin
As I spin
Until I just
Ah, can't breathe in
Can't breathe in
Can't breathe in
I'm giving in
Ah, can't breathe in
Can't breathe in
Can't breathe in
I'm giving in
Ah, I can change
I will change
Here'sthe chance
But I don't know
Ah, I'm just scared
Unprepared
What can I do?
I'm stopping now
I have vowed
To stay here patiently but
You're the only reason
I'll never make it on my own
Ah, as I spin
As I spin
As I spin
Until I just
Ah, can't breathe in
Can't breathe in
I'm giving in
Yes, I'm the clown
I'm the joke you've always known me as, so
While I'm your puppet, would you kindly
Please play with me again