i'm a ghost but it hurts

Yeah, listen close to my words (yeah)
仔細聆聽我的輕語
I'm a ghost, but it hurts (yeah)
我是幽靈，但心也是痛的
I got thrown to the curb (uh)
我被人唾棄
All alone it's a curse (yeah)
孤身一人也許是一種永身的詛咒
Put my soul in a verse (woah )
靈魂要寫進詩歌裡
They don't know how it works (yeah)
旁人不知道那多美妙
I've been searching for a new life
不斷尋覓新的生活
See the stepping stones in the dirt? (yeah)
看到土裡的墊腳石了嗎?
I want everyone to love me
我想被每個人愛
I want everyone to trust me
想被每個人相信
Not gonna happen I think about this every day
每天都在想這個荒謬之事
And dream about it every night, what am I lacking?
每晚都夢到他，我到底少了什麼
Conversations in the mirror
對著鏡子自言自語
No I ain't never been a rear view
不，我沒有當過後視鏡
Driving alone got no music playing when I'm steering
開車兜風卻沒有音樂
Hope you like it when you hear it (yeah)
希望你喜歡當你耳邊縈繞音樂時
I'm doing this for myself
我這都是為了我自己
I'm doing this to survive
為了生存
I just wanna feel alive
我只想讓自己的內心不再空虛
Got some regrets in my head but
我有些後悔，但是
I'm pushing them all to the side
我和他們劃清了界線
I, wanna go hard, going so far
我，想，努力，走到了這一步
Feeling so low, on my solo
卻因我孤單一人而心情落入谷底
Body so cold, going so numb
身體如此冰冷，如行屍走肉般不斷行走
Like a sore thumb, stick out too much
像一個疼痛的拇指，伸出太多
Definition of a bad decision
一個個錯誤的決定
Never told me that I had to listen
我卻從沒想過要傾聽
I was always on a path to glisten
我總是在成功的捷徑上閃閃發光
Broke boy with a castle vision
破產的男孩，城堡的願景
Yeah, now they're tearing me down
是啊，臭魚爛蝦們想把我撕爛
Can't find a crown
仍然得不到只屬於我的皇冠
Can't make a sound
白費力氣，依舊毫無發言權
I couldn't show em' what I am about
我不能讓他們知道我是誰
Listen close to my words (yeah)
仔細傾聽我的魂語
I'm a ghost, but it hurts (yeah)
我是鬼魂，卻會痛心
I got thrown to the curb (uh)
我被世人唾棄
All alone it's a curse ( yeah)
孤獨是一種永生永世不得逃脫詛咒
Put my soul in a verse (woah)
就把我的靈魂放進詩裡
They don't know how it works (yeah )
世人並不知道那對我來說多重要
I've been searching for a new life
我不斷找尋新的生命
See the stepping stones in the dirt? (yeah)
看到土裡的墊腳石了嗎?
I want everyone to love me
我想讓每個人都關心我
I want everyone to trust me
我也想被人相信
Not gonna happen I think about this every day
每天沉浸在這種幻想裡
And dream about it every night, what am I lacking?
每個夜晚都會夢到啊，我到底缺了什麼才不配擁有
Conversations in the mirror
看著鏡中的虛無，自言自語
No I ain't never been a rear view
不我從來沒有當過後視鏡
Driving alone got no music playing when I'm steering
開車兜風卻無美樂相伴
Hope you like it when you hear it
希望世人都會聽到我的呼喚
Listen close to my words (yeah)
仔細傾聽我的訴求
I'm a ghost, but it hurts (yeah)
我是鬼魂，卻會心殤
I got thrown to the curb (uh)
世人皆唾棄我
All alone it's a curse (yeah)
孤獨詛咒我
Put my soul in a verse (woah)
靈魂渴望得到詩的擁抱
They don't know how it works (yeah)
他們不知道那是怎麼運轉的
I've been searching for a new life
我渴望得到新的生命
See the stepping stones in the dirt?
你看到泥土中的墊腳石了嗎？