Loves Not Made For My Kind

Theres been a thousand times
Thousand times Ive wondered
Is it a hand of fate
That pushes me out into the cold
And the ex-friends say
That Ive hidden my feelings too deep
Truth is that Ive got nothing to hide anymore
I feel myself weary and old
Ive had more than my share of pain
Loves not made for my kind
My hearts turning to stone
Loves not made for my kind
Better to leave me alone
Ive been on the edges of unknown
Ive roamed the spaces wild and free
Ive always been on my own
I cant change my ways cant you see
And now the dark is rising
And my backs to the door
I think its time to give in
My legs wont carry me no more
Ive had more than my share of pain
I wonder if I am still sane
Loves not made for my kind
My hearts turning to stone
Loves not made for my kind
Better to leave me alone