move on

Sunlight floods my room
Through a dingy hotel curtain
I sit here thinking that its March here in Orlando
And you and I, we wore the same flowers in our hair
Strangely there shouldnt be anything
But there are a whole lot of little things
That keep reminding me that were not the same
As we were last year
I feel as if youre never gone
But even less often here
Ill be fine, just give me time to clear my mind
And move on
Move on
So here I am writing
Words that I cannot say
I think aloud but theres no one here to answer me
The wall looks on with patronizing sympathy, oh no
Im tired of feeling broken
Defeated by the very mention of your name
Theres not a lot that I cannot overcome
But its not this drowning in humility
Lines are drawn to preserve my very sanity
Lets not be fake
Im the one to blame
Id hate to think that you were impossible
And its been so vague
Maybe it was my mistake
You have my apology
My apology, yeah
I feel as if youre never gone
But even less often here