PTSD

Overthinking
胡思亂想
This shit way too toxic
無法自拔
I can tell if you are bein honest
我看得出來你誠實與否
Maybe you keep costumes in your closet
也許我的衣服還在你的衣櫃裡
Wonder, youre human, the natural robotic
你忽而柔情忽而冰冷
I cant stand when our love is on my way too much
對於愛情我不想總是讓我主動
Cant stand when theres someone who doesnt give a f**k
我也希望我的熱情能有所回報
Its a gift and a curse when you fall in love
墜入愛河後既讓人開心也讓人惱火
You remind me of my past and that shit was rough
你讓我想起過去不堪一提
PTSD got me messed up ( messed up)
PTSD 我思緒混亂
PTSD got me f**ked up (f**ked up)
PTSD 搞砸了我
PTSD, I had enough of (of)
我受夠了
Yeah, I need to refillin my cup
我需要再斟滿酒杯
I've been fallin'
我走不出來
You just out here rollin
你卻不以為然
Way too anxious
我真的很焦慮
Why you out there smiling?
你卻還能笑得出來
Number, number
手機裡的號碼
Which number youre diallin?
你要撥哪個
Waitin for you but it feels like you havent
我一直在等你但你真的有在等我嗎
I cant stand when our love is on my way too much
對於愛情我不想總是讓我主動
Cant stand when theres someone who doesnt give a f**k
我也希望我的熱情能有所回報
Its a gift and a curse when you fall in love
愛情之路有悲有喜
You remind me of my past and that shit was rough
你讓我想起過去真是糟糕
PTSD got me messed up (messed up)
PTSD 我思緒混亂
PTSD got me f**ked up (f**ked up)
PTSD 搞砸了我
PTSD, I had enough of (of)
PTSD 我受夠了
Yeah, I need to refillin my cup (cup)
我要再次以酒為友了
Yeah, had the crazy baddie back in the ease
有個瘋狂的女孩子又找上了我
She has told me that she only f**kin' with me
她說她只願陪在我身邊
But suddenly everything changed with a text
但這一切隨著一條短信內容改變了
It said that she may it be false to react
看得出來她態度有些失常
And when it goes so mean like a ROIs
她對待我如此吝嗇
I was temporary just like a toy
我就像是她的臨時玩物
I couldn't talk within the phone and out of my voice
在電話中我說不出話泣不成聲
I had Geneva to forget with my boys
找我的朋友們飲酒作樂
Crazy thing's that this wasn't the first
這不是第一次了
How do I know that you ain't gon be worst
我又怎麼知道你如此令我失望
I've been bring it to the whole universe
我把這種壞情緒帶到全宇宙去
Send me somethin' that I really deserve
請認真對待我我值得
I ain't never tryna relate the past
我並不想再回首過往
Trauma, trauma, trauma , that shit is whack
一次又一次受傷我早已習慣
You really triggered dotter bad memories
你真的讓我想起那段黯淡時光
And I know you're lyin', where we're now remedied
我知道你在騙我但現在怎麼補救這一切？
I cant stand when our love is on my way too much
所以這次不要再讓我主動
Cant stand when theres someone who doesnt give a f**k
請你認真對待我這次別再敷衍了事
Its a gift and a curse when you fall in love
磕磕絆絆這是愛情該有的樣子
You remind me of my past and that shit was rough
你使我想起過去那一段黑暗時光
PTSD got me messed up (messed up)
我被PTSD搞得一團糟
PTSD got me f**ked up (f**ked up)
受夠了
PTSD, I had enough of (of)
這次我真的受夠了
Yeah, I need to refillin my cup (cup)
把酒倒上
PTSD got me messed up (messed up)
受傷如此之深
PTSD got me f**ked up (f**ked up)
一切都已搞砸
PTSD, I had enough of ( of)
受夠了
Yeah, I need to refillin my cup (cup)
我要再次把酒倒滿