Nineteen (Nia Archives Remix)

Some days when I'm down just a little bit, I drop myself to the floor
有些時日當我感到些許沮喪時我便會將自己摔在地上
It's not a problem if it hurts because I can't feel ache anymore
如果這樣使我疼痛也無妨因為我再也感受到任何疼痛了
I only came back home because I wanted to see what's changed
我唯一所做便是回家因為我想看看家中的變化
And then I realised everyone's gone, but I still feel the same
當我意識到所有人已經離去但我依舊麻木無感

I wasn't meant to be
我本不該在十九歲
This bored at nineteen
就承受這份對人生的困倦
My friend lived next to me
我的朋友住在隔壁
Now she won't wanna see
現在她也不願前來拜訪
Me look differently
我同過往已然不同
Now that I'm nineteen
現在我十九歲了

Nineteen
十九歲
Nineteen
十九歲
Now that I'm nineteen
現在我十九歲了
Nineteen
十九歲

My mind, my mind, my mind's alone be-be-because I'm a-a-a—
我的內心, 我的內心, 我的內心如此孤獨因-因-因為我-
My mind, my mind, mind's alone be-be-because I'm a-a-a— (Enough the lot, I've had enough)
因-因-因為我- (我已經歷夠多我熱衷於憎恨)
My mind, my mind, mind's alone be-be-because I'm a-a-a— (The gore, the pain, I've had so much, I love to hate)
我的內心, 我的內心, 我的內心如此孤獨因-因-因為我- (鮮血交織著痛苦我已經歷夠多我熱衷於憎恨)
My mind, my mind, mind's alone because I' m— (The way I shaped because I'm hurt and living rough)
我的內心, 我的內心, 我的內心如此孤獨因為我— (我塑造自我的方式同我受的痛苦有關同時生活艱苦)

Wasn't meant to be (The gore, the pain, I've had so much, I love to hate)
我本不該(鮮血交織著痛苦我已經歷夠多我熱衷於憎恨)
(The way I shaped because I'm hurt and living rough)
(我塑造自我的方式同我受的痛苦有關同時生活艱苦)
And I'm never enough, nineteen
我從未感到滿足在這十九歲
My friend lived next to me
我的朋友住在隔壁
Now she won't wanna see
現在她也不願前來拜訪
Me look differently
我同過往已然不同
Now that I'm nineteen
現在我十九歲了