Uno

Yeah I dont know where to start
How do you admit that youre falling apart

I mean how will I admit that Im falling apart

My mothers gonna worry but Im fine in my heart

Ive lived the words that Ive said
And I live with a voice
That tends to tell me that Im **** in my head

Well maybe I should * *** it and be happy instead

I should just say **** it and be happy instead right right

Cos theres a lot of people try to tell me how to deal with myself

But Im not gonna listen if you mention my health

I dont care
Dont tell me and dont text me

Cos that kind of **** upsets me just kind of affects me
Its bringing me down and Im not gonna lie

These days I prefer to just not be outside

And these days I just end up spending all of my time

With my girlfriend but to be honest I think thats alright

Cos time keeps rollin and Im just makin songs

Im doing my best

Still find myself stressed

And Im no longer sure where I belong

Im starting rust

Dont know who to trust

Dont trust anyone not even me

Some people concentrate on style too much

But I think I just force myself to smile too much

And I should zoom in for the best

I wanna live my life with no stress

Love life and feel blessed like

Its kind of funny on the inside

Im tryin tobe a man but really Im just a little child ****

And thats pretty much it

Yeah thats pretty much it
Is there anything else

Oh yeah
My jaw hurts a lot because I grind it with stress mhm
I was an idiot recently and lost a lot of my friends naw
Nothing brings me joy and nothing makes me smile

Being at school makes me aware of how I havent been myself in awhile oh
And I wonder what it was like to be 11

Wonder if theres such a thing as life after death
Such a thing as heaven why

Every now and then I think about the fact
That Id become a legend if I died at 27