calling me calling you

This is not the first time
Im doing my best, I think youre freaking out
Try to keep a straight line

Driving your car to an empty house
And I guess youve been told , what I already know
Youve fallen into someone else
And I wont break it down, but its all coming out
I saw it on your video

Calling me, calling you, calling me, Im calling you
Nobody is picking up, nobody is leaving
Calling me, calling you, calling me, Im calling you
Nobody is picking up, nobody is leaving
Ten digit number, ten digit number I can never redial
Typing your fingers off
****ing your heart up
Walking out with a perfect scar

Its difficult to say why
Im talking to a mirror in a dark bedroom
Lying naked on the carpet
Fighting off every memory of me and you
So where will you go when youre so not okay
I dont think we feel the same
And I cant just forget the look on your face
When its all over my telephone

Calling me, calling you, calling me, Im calling you
Nobody is picking up, nobody is leaving
Calling me, calling you, calling me, Im calling you
Nobody is picking up, nobody is leaving
Ten digit number, ten digit number I can never redial
Typing your fingers off
* ***ing your heart up
Walking out with a perfect scar

I dont really think its fine
I dont really think its fine
I dont really think its fine
I dont really think its fine

I sit alone and think aloud
I miss the way you run your mouth
The dizziness, the back and forth
So insecure were keeping score
Its like a raging war that ends up in your head each day
And I was just so paralyzed that I could barely ****ing pray
And in the moment when it hit me like a wave of doubt
I finally heard my friends when they said it was time to just get out
Im sorry but I must prioritize my mental health
And you should do what Justin said and take the time to love yourself

Calling me, calling you, calling me, Im calling you
Nobody is picking up, nobody is leaving
Calling me, calling you, calling me, Im calling you
Nobody is picking up, nobody is leaving
Ten digit number, ten digit number I can never redial
Typing your fingers off
****ing your heart up
Walking out with a perfect scar

I dont really think its fine
I dont really think its fine
I dont really think its fine
I dont really think its fine...