Sugar & Diesel

Who said this was supposed to be easy
Silence, I hear my heart beating
You make it look so easy
Forbidden fruit, want to reach for it
Squeeze the juice out and bleed it
Break the skin up and peel it
Im someone else around people
(Please dont make me do something evil)
Lick my lips and eat it
We dont mix together
Sugar and diesel
More, more, got to have it
No more, I cant handle it
No one gets to heaven
Uh oh, thats embarrassing
Oops, no, something happened
Someone please call an ambulance
More, more, got to have it
No more, I cant handle it
(True friend)
Whats this feeling, what do I call it?
I cant stop thinking, I dont talk about it
Sometimes I dont look where Im walking
God play tricks on me and I fall for it
Guess Im sorry, its my fault
I could have stopped whenever I wanted
Take what you want, I dont want this
A part of me became toxic
Got to get a grip, got to stop it
Got to breathe poisonous oxygen
I cant eat, but its nothing
Cant go to sleep, but its nothing
Always something, but its nothing
Out of nowhere, into nothing
I cant stop it, its compulsive
Someone do something
I brought the bag out like its nothing
Out of nowhere, into nothing (new)
Dont tell anyone
Keep my mouth shut or I spill out my guts
Oh, pretty please with sugar on top
I can stop whenever I want
More, more, got to have it
No more, can't handle it
No one gets to heaven
Uh oh, thats embarrassing
Oops, no, something happened
Someone please call a ambulance
No more, got to have it
No more, I cant handle it
I cant have it
No more, cant handle it
No, no, cant have it
No more, I cant handle it
No, no , cant have it
No more, I cant handle it
No more, I cant handle it