Ringside

Beat myself until Im bloody
我擊潰了自己，直到流血
And Ill give you a ringside seat
讓我給你留一個場邊的座位
You say that its embarrassing
你說這很尷尬
Im sorry that you had to see me like that
那麼我很抱歉你看到我這樣
So you can either watch me drown
所以你要么看著我淹死
Or try to save me while I drag you down
或者在我拖累你的時候救救我
Well I want to fix it but I dont know how
我想修補心碎，卻不知道該怎麼彌補
It isnt fair to make you wait around
當你所有的朋友都出門玩樂
While all your friends are goin out
讓你一直為我等也不公平
So Jesus can you help me now
上帝，你現在能幫幫我嗎
Trade me in, for a briar crown
用我來換一頂荊棘冠冕
Is there anybody coming back for me
有人回來尋找我嗎
If they ever were, they are not now
如果他們曾經來過，現在也不會來了
So whats there left to talk about
那還有什麼好談的呢
Im holding on
我還在堅持
Just like a scratch off ticket how
就像一張刮獎彩券
I dig my nails into your skin
我的指甲陷入你的皮膚裡
Honey, Im not stupid
親愛的，我不傻
I know no one wins this kind of thing
我知道沒人能贏得這場戰爭
Its just another way to kill an hour
這只是另一種消磨時間的方式
Wishing I were different
我希望我是與眾不同的
Nobody deserves a second chance
沒有人還能有第二次機會
But honey I keep getting them
但是親愛的，我卻總被施捨著機會

就像一張刮獎彩券
Like a scratch off ticket how
我的指甲陷入你的皮膚裡
I dig my nails into my skin
親愛的，我不傻
Honey, Im not stupid
我知道沒人能贏得這場戰爭
I know no one wins this kind of thing
這只是另一種消磨時間的方式
Its just another way to kill an hour
我希望我是與眾不同的
Wishing I were different
沒有人還能有第二次機會
Nobody deserves a second chance
我卻總被施捨著機會
But I keep getting them