keep myself awake

I hate to talk like this
I hate to act as if
Theres something wrong that I cant say
I have this dream at night
Almost every night
Ive been dreaming it forever
Its easy to remember it
Its always cold
Its always day
Youre always here
You always say
Im alright
Ill be ok
If I can keep myself awake
Keep myself awake
I get up early
I look around me
Cant help but wonder what you mean
Cause when Im sleeping
Im so deep in it
So much more real to me
Closer than reality
Its always cold
Its always day
Youre always here
You always say
Im alright
Ill be ok
If I can keep myself awake
Keep myself awake
Keep myself awake
Keep myself awake
I get up early
I look around me
Im buying coffee by the pound
When Im sleeping
Im so deep in it
I cant keep myself awake
Keep myself awake
Keep myself awake
Keep myself awake
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