I Kinda Dont

Its kinda hard to put my finger on
What it was that made the call to call it off
I didnt even wanna believe it
I kinda thought Id have a little more time
Id right my wrongs and not apologize and wed be fine
But I didnt end it easy
And wanna know what really makes this hard?
Youre just as sweet as everybody says you are
I kinda wanna hate you
I kinda wanna be you
I kinda wish I never had to meet you in this bar
Cause now I see what he sees
Youre everything I cant be
I cant pretend Im over him and seeing you aint hard
I kinda hope it works out for you both
But then again, I kinda dont
I kinda hate that I love those shoes
And how that lipstick is the perfect shade on you
It gets to me that I wanna buy you another drink
But every time his name rolls off your lips
It reminds me youre the reason mine will never be on his
And I kinda wanna hate you
I kinda wanna be you
I kinda wish I never had to meet you in this bar
Cause now I see what he sees
Youre everything I cant be
I cant pretend Im over him and seeing you aint hard
I kinda hope it works out for you both
But then again, I kinda dont
I was happier just putting the blame on you
Now youve gone and took that from me too
And I kinda wanna hate you
I kinda wanna be you
I kinda wish I never had to walk into this bar
Cause now I see what he sees
Youre everything I cant be
I cant pretend Im over him and seeing you aint hard
Oh, I kinda hope it works out for you both
I kinda hope I find the strength to let him go
But then again, I kinda dont
Ooh, ooh
I kinda dont
I kinda dont