i hope u see this

u see me, right through me
你於我右方看見了我
laid all my feelings right on the table
將我一切情緒一併談吐於桌
maintain a smile, but im barely stable
保持微笑但我卻很難做到
nearly lost who i was tryna get even
近乎要迷失自我甚至有盡力如此
tried to change who i was still it don't please them
極盡全力想要改變自身可這卻也未能愉悅他們
on the low they put me down, tore me to pieces
我處於最低階他們將我貶低數落又把我撕成碎片
now they want to come around, i dont need em
而現今他們想要舔我可我不需要他們
all of the doors i left wide open
所有的門我都四敞大開
always seem to let me down down left me broken,
總似乎是想將我貶低留我一人支零破碎
it's time to close it, already closing
現在是時候關閉這些門了正在關閉他們
i hope u think bout me when u hear this,
我希望當你聽見這句話能夠想起我
i hope u feel my scars when u see it
我希望當你看見時能夠理解我的傷疤
i hope u see this
我希望你看到了這個
i hope u see this life is worth living
我希望你能看到生活的樂趣
i hope u live out all of ur dreams
我希望你能夠不再痴痴幻想
i hope u see this
我希望你看到
i hope u see this
我希望你看到了
i hope u see this
我希望你看到了