gold chains (remix)

When it looks so gold,
But its feels so cold inside these chains,
When it looks so gold,
But its feels so cold inside these chains
I hope the stress dont kill me,
They chip away my heart, expect a coin to fill me,
Oh man, my joy so filthy,
I pray to sumn Im still me,
But boy these demons gleamin,
Scheming , preaching leave them,
Well deceive him, hes believing, say were on his team then,
But Ive been bleeding, wounds have deepened when I chained my freedom, reason weakened, beaten,
Ripping curls like im ****ing Keenan,
They think Im beaming, Im the beacon of the young and decent,
When Im in this shell committing treason,
You see the truth is that Im often blue,
So many cracks in the ceiling, I tried to mend them with glue,
What a profession, sleep in sessions, curse or blessings, need refreshing, see progression cause I beat depression,
They throwing pills like m&ms and Im hoping they dont relapse,
On stage, the crowd yelling, dont get lost in feedback,
My boo said I should take it slow, wish I could heed that,
Without the burning of a * ***in greenback
When it looks so gold,
But its feels so cold inside these chains
When it looks so gold,
But it feels so cold inside these chains
When it looks so gold,
But it feels so cold inside these chains
When it looks so gold,
But it feels so cold inside these chains
I do this and I do that,
On call from sun till moon crack,
My phone can never go flat,
Who knows where else my work at,
I miss this and I miss that,
Birthdays, first steps and gift wraps,
Hope I dont miss my first dance,
Somebody put me in the circus, Im the worlds best juggler,
Only two hands, pretend that it dont **** with my jugular, Im a new man,
While praying that my music will bubble up, this my Truman,
Show will rock the boat, Im still subtler, wheres the movement,
I fight for my existence,
Brick wall with my persistence,
I hate to say I play russian roulette with my resistance,
Play it void of all assistance,
My life, my love, my business,
A goon playing charades inside the face of corporate systems,
I sanitised organic ties for my arise in modern times,
I cant deny internal lies in hopes that Id be televised,
I sacrifice a gentle life for goals that leave me terrified,
But pray this doesnt lead to my demise
When it looks so gold,
But it feels so cold inside these chains
When it looks so gold,
But it feels so cold inside these chains
When it looks so gold,
But it feels so cold inside these chains
When it looks so gold,
But it feels so cold inside these chains
Gold, cold, chains
When it looks so gold but it feels so cold, so cold, so cold