Numb

Calm turns to coma and I'm washed away in sleep
There's a man on the train talking to his feet
All these places sound the same
I've forgotten what I need
Missed my stop again
Days turn into weeks
Open up the senses that were holding me back
Wide open spaces where strangers once sat
Fade into blue
Fade into black
I subside
I'm weightless
I'm a panic attack
And I just let go
And I just lost control
And everything I am
It's all in my hands
It's all in my hands
What are these standing stones with edges cut to curves?
White-washed the colours and get what I deserve
Drown out the voices and everything I heard
Paralyse the choices
Sever all the nerves
Bleeding karma rescued me beneath this hollow sky
If I don't do anything, do these rules still apply?
Can't see the danger
Can't see the sense
I'm just a stranger claiming self-defence
And I just let go
And I just lost control
And everything I am
It's all in my hands
It's all in my hands
Numb as I am,
It's all in my hands
I nearly got lost back then
Nearly let a cry out
What if I just kept on walking?
What if I just walked right out?
What if I just walked right out?
And I just let go
I just lost control
And everything I am
Is all in my hands
Numb as I am,
It's all in my hands