Heavy

I hate that I can't get through my day without thinking about you
My head is clouded, talking loudly
And it started with a monsoon in June
My emotions, overflowing
I'm on you not knowing how you feel
When I think I get too close
I pull back, my intuition rules
Know I take the long way and it takes a while
If it's not the whole way, you should let me down
Get it past real tough
More than a season
That's hard to get rid of
That heavy love
Save me, my faith in love is fading
Wanting you to show me the better sides
Of love that I have never seen or known
Out of fear, the things I said I didn't want from you
Be patient with me 'cause
It's not in my nature to give in or fall in
Don't want my emotions to be taken hostage
You might wanna stay 'cause you won't find this often
It's uncommon but if you want this
Know I take the long way and it takes a while
If it's not the whole way, you should let me down
Get it past real tough
More than a season
That's hard to get rid of
That heavy love
Won't you come around, 'round, 'round, 'round, 'round
Tell me are you down, down, down, down, down?
Will you stay around, 'round, 'round, 'round, 'round?
Are you really down, down, down, down, down?
Know I take the long way and it takes a while
If it's not the whole way, you should let me down
Get it past real tough
More than a season
That's hard to get rid of
That heavy love