Sorry

Sorry - Zion I
Sometimes it's hard to say I'm sorry yo

yo, eh,
my raps written in a whirlwind,
so if my tail spin
just point at me
and ill begin where the twirl ends
its difficult to open up,
wounds that never shut
and watch it bleed while
these rap critics eat it up
but such is destiny,
a limit of choice
I'm the coppertone chiller,
with the little kid voice
used to never talk,
thoughts too deep,
they're philosophical
to drop interpretations,
quite logical
systematic pressure,
I ingest and write my letters
the misery, visibly,
breaking me, physically
I walk around half-smiles,
hiding pain deep,
knowing that I ain't feelin
right and it's hard to sleep
subconsciously worry about
my mom and poppa
she want another life
where she marry her a doctor
and after all these years it's just tears
she wanted something more,
but it's hard to ****ft the gears
pops stressin out,
didn't know he did nuttin wrong
apologetic, say your sorry
but the hurt has been done
same old song,
but I don't understand the melody
treated like a criminal,
third strike felony
it's hard as ****
when you see your pop cry
lookin deep into my face
never blinkin an eye
say your sorry

sorry, didn't mean to hurt nobody
sorry, never knew I was hurtin you
I'm sorry

yo this is for the ladies that I did wrong,
it's sort of crazy
that I would write these
words up in a song,
hopin maybe
to get some closure,
relation****p's already over
I'm healthy and I'm sober,
no brownies made of doja
born in october,
I'm a libra in my placement
the qualities of my sign,
they leave me here adjacent
to romance, I can't say i've been faithul
i've cheated many times,
for experience I'm grateful

even, bleak and honest,
posturin like a madonnas
while kissin on your neck,
pullin deeper **********
manipulatin, you was giving,
I was taking
my girl weve been forsaken,
like muslims eating bacon
it's kinda squalor,
I dont know what else to call it
you opened up your heart
and I had to go and spoil it
this is for the sisters
who I really got deep
nicky, jackie, queen afuya, Big T
all due respect cause we met for a purpose
I hope you ain't ashamed
cause the time wasn't worthless
I'm sorry

sorry, didn't mean to hurt nobody
sorry, never knew I was hurtin you
I'm sorry

to all my homies gettin my back,
I'm never lonely
if I ever dis, raised a fist,
I was only
caught up in the moment,
thought you was my opponent
I saw myself in you for a minute,
and I wanted
to fight me,
likely I was mad at self
sometimes it's easier
to blame someone else
without ya'll couldn't stand
the constant demands of livin' rap life
It's only right that we band together
against the restless tides of oppression
I'm firin rhymes like smith and wessun
progression is made with a simple step,
even jesus wept
I'm lettin' ya know too long,
these feelings kept
inside of my mind, true friends hard to find
now that I let it out,
we gotta ****ne cousin I'm so sorry