Modafinil Blues

Im a touch fast
Though Ill be last
To play with a heart from the start
Ill be straight
The second best boy
Unlike the rest boy
Ill stick around in the house of your mind
At the gates
And I never thought theyd get to you
So tell me have they gotten to you too
Did you tell them what they wanted to know
Did you show them what I wanted to show you
And its coming undone so I run and I run
But theres
Nowhere left worth
Running to
And its hopeless at best
But what do we get
A sense of regret which feels like
Nothing new
Im the white ash
From a smoke stack
Helplessly floating from embers
That create
Troubled at best boy
Another decoy
Tipping my hat to the man
Fanning the flame
I never thought they could get you to crack
So tell me how they got me to crack you
Did you really think you could trust
Such a man with a head full of rust too
As it was coming undone
I could have told you to run
But I searched and I yearned
For that pill
To get me through
And Im helpless at best
Equal to the rest
Ill always forget
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