waiting for the lightning to strike me

Listen to the birds sing
Kissing in my car I
I don't know if there's a purpose
Feel like we moving at a high speed
Waiting for the lightning to strike me
Getting tempted by the eyes you hold
Hands warm but your heart cold
Don't wanna assume it feel like you been acting
I don't wanna do this you go push me back in
Stare at me with hate through those crystal eyes
And it kills inside
But I'm acting fine
You don't even know me
I know that you scared too
You don't wanna fall in love by accidental
For when you decide to leave to hard to handle
I wanted all of you and not a sample
Far away see a glimpse of your heart but
It's laying deep inside the shadows
Deep inside the shadows
After all things won't be the same
So might as well use this as ammo
Use this as ammo
I'm breaking through the barrier
I still need to hurry up
Baby what you pickin' up
I can't tell if this is love
40000 years amuck
We still argue 'bout what star we from
But stop and look how far we come
Damn I think we didn't do enough
Plenty men devoured by the evil lesser known
If I stay focused on the essence of my soul
I gotta prophecy entangled with my spirit that the stars chose to bestow
I bleed from out my eyes into the late november snow
The fox inside my blood has chose his presence to beknown
The human left inside me looks to find another home he says I'm awful
I'm way above the ways of thinking lawful
I'm stuck inside the mouth of reason rippin out his tonsils
My energy is somehow tied to paleozoic fossils
It's smothered deep in mother natures arms remaining coddled but I like it
As for every mortal left alive you're uninvited
We take this gift of earth and give it violence
I'd prefer if inside my world I could choose to keep it private it's not tinnitus
But this noise inside my head I'd like to attribute to sirens
Insomuch I feel the rush of vehicles beside it
These flashing scenes of tragedy sit inside of my eyelids