Deserve That

Digging you up
On the bus (Digging you up on the bus)
The window looks blurry, you look different
(Windows blurry, you look different)
It feels like its been years
I'm still reflecting (Im still reflecting)
I shouldve been there for you (There for you)
And now everything feels empty
My stomach is sinking
I'm so sorry

(It feels like its been years-years)
It feels like its-It feels like its been years
(It feels like its been years)
(It feels like its been years)
Im still reflecting
And now everything feels empty
My stomach is sinking
Im so sorry

In hindsight I see everything clearer
I wish I realised bеfore it's not much use now
I wish I hadn't let you down
You didnt dеserve that I'm sorry thats my bad
Ill carry all there memories with me
Id like to go back there but we' ve grown separately
Im doing alright but somehow everything feels empty
Hope youre okay, youre probably better off without me

Doing the things I love has never felt this desolate
And every time I try to write something youre in my head
You make me want to forget all the hurtful shit you said
Every time I write itd about you I miss you so bad

I wanna reconnect with you, feel like an idiot
I see you everywhere, planned my future with you in it
So naive, I should know things never work out as planned
Tried to do something good, turned into something bad
Yeah we had something good, I want back what we had
Never thought that I could connect as deep as that
Didnt want things to happen this way round
I cant turn them back around
Now my insides are falling into my hands

I dug you up
On the bus (I dug you up on the bus)
The windows were blurry cause I was choking up
(The windows were blurry) Yeah you look different
It feels like its been years that Ive been thinking about it
(Thinking about it)
I shouldve been there for you
The truth is I was so damn angry
I couldnt see past the red
Im sorry