have fun at your party (but don't)

Im picking away
Chipping away
Staying up late
Laying awake in my feelings
Are you coming home
Cause Im all alone
Pretend Im alright
Dreading the night till its over
I hope that you have so much fun at your party
Dance all night drinking your coke and bacardi
Fνck being lonely, right?
Please dont forget to forget me tonight
Baby, Im wondering the streets
2am wishing you were next to me
Baby, Im sick of losing sleep
Now Im breaking down in pieces
Cause I want you to want me
But you dont
(Please dont forget to forget me)
(I hope you have fun at ur party)
Youre finally picking up
To tell me that Im not enough
Fνck your excuses, theyre getting ruthless
Tell you Im fine, but Im faking
I hope that you have so much fun at your party
Taking those pills, like youre down in miami
Fνck being lonely, right?
Please dont forget to forget me tonight
Baby, Im wondering the streets
2am wishing you were next to me
Baby, Im sick of losing sleep
Now Im breaking down in pieces
Cause I want you to want me
But you dont
Wish you would call me tonight
But you dont
Crave the way my body feels
But you dont
Love me the way that I love you, cause
You dont want me the way that I want you
Hope you have fun at your party
But dont