bad guy

[Verse 1]
彷彿置身於淤泥之中，將舊傷口扒開
It's like I'm in this dirt, digging up old hurt
用盡一切方法將你忘卻，卻都無濟於事
Tried everything to get my mind off you, it won't work
每當電台響起你的歌聲
All it takes is one song on the radio, you're
你的面孔再次浮現，讓我回憶起一切
Right back on it, reminding me all over again
你當初是如何將我拒之門外，讓我心急如焚
How you fucking just brushed me off and left me so burnt
我一直把你苦苦找尋
Spent a lot of time tryin' to soul search
也許我得先長大點
Maybe I needed to grow up a little first
那好吧，現在我看起來夠成熟了吧
Well, looks like I hit a growth spurt
我為了結此事而來
But I'm coming for closure
別以為你只欠我一個解釋
Don't suppose an explanation I'm owed, for
在我最需要你的時候
The way that you turned your back on me
卻把我置之不理
Just when I may have needed you most
你大概以為一切就這樣結束了吧
Oh, you thought it was over? You could just close the
你可以翻開人生新一頁，若無其事繼續逍遙自在
Chapter and go about your life like it was nothing?
你把我的人生毀了，你卻還是風生水起
You ruined mine, but you seem to be doin' fine
我沒辦法痊癒
Well, I've never recovered
但是今晚我打賭你要經歷一遍我所經歷的痛苦
But tonight I bet you that what you're 'bout to go through's tougher than anything I ever have suffered
這大概是善惡有報的最佳詮釋這大概是善惡有報的最佳詮釋
Can't think of a better way to define poetic justice
我會懷恨在心嗎？嘴上說著：“去他媽的，算了”
Can I hold grudges? Mind saying, 'Let it go, fuck this.'
內心卻吶喊著：“我他媽一定要活埋這混蛋”
Heart's saying: 'I will, once I bury this bitch alive
“然後藏好鏟子，隨著夕陽驅車遠去”
Hide the shovel and then drive off in the sunset.'
我匆忙逃離，像是我的最後一程
[Hook: Sarah Jaffe]
你一眼看穿
I flee the scene like it was my last ride
第一次就將我識破
You see right through
你看得穿真相，辯解卻那樣簡單
Oh, you had me pegged the first time
孰是孰非我憎恨作惡
You can see the truth, but it's easier to justify
我真的憎恨作惡
What's bad is good and I hate to be the bad guy
(跟著我逃離吧)
I just hate to be the bad guy
我真的憎恨作惡
(Follow me, I ruh-uh-un; follow me, I ruh-uh-un)
(跟著我逃離吧)
I just hate to be the bad guy
我一直覺得你就是狗屎，婊子
(Follow me, I ruh-uh-un; follow me, I ruh-uh-un)
仔細想想我曾經還那麼崇拜你，操
[Verse 2]
你以為你能傷了人然後溜之大吉嗎
And to think I used to think you was the shit, bitch
這次不可能了，你最好去準備針線包吧，婊子
To think it was you at one time I worshipped, shit
縫好這道傷，你就可以自食其果了，傻逼
Think you can hurt people and just keep getting away with it ?
你以為時間能磨滅我對你的憎恨嗎
Not this time, you better go and get the sewing kit, bitch!
別做夢了！你讓我的家庭支離破碎
Finish this stitch, so you can reap what you sew, nitwit
以為我會把Stan忘了嗎？
Thought some time would pass and I'd forget it?
假裝他從來沒存在過？
Forget it! You left our family in shambles
也許他已與世長辭，但絕不會被遺忘
And you expect me to just get over him
不要以為他淡出我的視線，我便不會前來復仇
Pretend he never existed?
你錯了，所作所為令我噁心
May be gone, but he's not forgotten
你將它殘忍玩弄，現在又對我故技重施
And don't think 'cause he's been out the pictures so long that I've stopped the plottin' and still ain't coming to get ya
你想沒想過我經歷的這些操蛋的一切？
You're wrong and that shit was rotten
和我感同身受過嗎？我所一直抑制的憤恨？
And the way you played him, same shit you did to me; cold
從未打過一次電話問我過得如何
Have you any idea the shit that I've gone through?
也從未回復過我一封信
Feelings I harbor? All this pent up resentment I hold on to?
去他媽的，我來找你了
Not once you call to ask me how I'm doin'
還有誰比你更適合和我談心？ 【暗指Matthew認為Eminem比任何心理醫生都管用】
Letters, you don't respond to 'em
你是我問題的源頭，我的生活像是一團垃圾
Fuck it, I'm coming to see you
現在我要讓你自食惡果，噗——我出發了
And, gee, who better to talk to than you?
我匆忙逃離，像是我的最後一程
The cause of my problems, my life is garbage
你一眼看穿
And I'm 'bout to take it out on you, poof, then I'm gone, voosh
第一次就將我識破
[Hook: Sarah Jaffe]
你看得穿真相，辯解卻那樣簡單
I flee the scene like it was my last ride
孰是孰非我憎恨作惡
You see right through
我真的憎恨作惡
Oh, you had me pegged the first time
(跟著我逃離吧)
You can see the truth, but it's easier to justify
我真的憎恨作惡
What's bad is good and I hate to be the bad guy
(跟著我逃離吧)
I just hate to be the bad guy
我已驅車趕來環繞於你的住所我已驅車趕來環繞於你的住所
(Follow me, I ruh-uh-un; follow me, I ruh-uh-un)
大概有9個小時45分鐘了【Em第一張錄音室專輯Infinite到MMLP2時長加起來正好為9時45分】
I just hate to be the bad guy
我總算找到你新住址，停車而至
(Follow me, I ruh-uh-un; follow me, I ruh-uh-un)
感覺我等這一刻就像等了一輩子
[Verse 3]
現在終於到了，我已垂涎欲滴
I've been drivin' around your side of this town
刀也已出鞘，伺機而動
Like 9 frickin' hours and 45 minutes now
你看，走到現在這一步真是悲哀
Finally I found your new address, park in your drive
這樣的“赴約”真讓人遺憾
Feel like I've been waiting on this moment all of my life
我來找你可不是要你的同情
And it's now arrived, and my mouth is full of saliva
我也不要你的道歉抑或友誼還是慰問
My knife is out and I'm ducking on the side of your house
這是我一直在苦尋的複仇
See, it's sad it came to this point
於是我滿懷仇恨潛伏於你臥室窗下
Such a disappointment I had to make this appointment
像是用盡所有潛能，我偷偷一瞥
To come and see ya, but I ain't here for your empathy
不停窺視，彎著腰
I don't need your apology or your friendship or sympathy
一直敲打你的窗戶，越來越響
It's revenge that I seek
一路溜到你的陽台後沿
So I sneak vengefully and treat your bedroom window
老兄，門都不鎖，不會這麼容易得手吧？
Like I reached my full potential; I peeked
你都不防盜的麼？
Continue to peep, still bent low, then keep
看到我很驚訝吧？說不出話了？
Tapping the glass lightly then start to crescendo, sneak
我用氯仿布捂著你，你肺都要咳出來了
All the way 'round to the back porch
就和你掄起斧子的時候一樣，繼續原計劃
Man, door handles unlocked, shouldn't be that easy to do this
被個粉絲拖進車的後備箱裡
You don't plan for intruders beforehand ?
真諷刺是吧？現在誰是娘炮？你個廢物
Surprised to see me? Cat got your tongue?
還你你的野馬隊棒球帽
Gag, chloroform rag, gag, almost hack-up a lung
把這臟東西拿回去吧，真tm噁心
Like you picked an axe up and swung, stick to the core plan
現在就剩下你和我還有音樂啦，Slim
Dragged to the back of a trunk by one of your fans
我們現在在車上，等會，這是我最喜歡的一句歌詞
Irony's spectacular, huh? Now who's a faggot, you punk?
“死人對我這個大壞蛋來說是很有趣的事”【這句歌詞來自MMLP《Criminal》】
And here's your Bronco hat
嘿，把這張專輯作為我的Mathers LP的續集
You can have that shit back, 'cause they suck
就為了吸引更多人來買
It's just me, you and the music now, Slim, I hope you hear it
這個宣傳手段如何？非常有趣
We're in the car right now, wait, here comes my favorite lyric
這是你最後一張專輯，因為出完這張專輯你就正式完蛋啦
'I'm the bad guy who makes fun of people that die'
阿姆死在M&M手下【Matthew和阿姆原名縮寫一樣】
And hey, here's a sequel to my Mathers LP
操，我和你名字縮寫都一樣
Just to try to get people to buy
一開始我想把你埋在我哥旁邊的，去他媽的，算了
How's this for a publicity stunt? This should be fun
你不是很喜歡你的城市底特律麼？
Last album now, 'cause after this you'll be officially done
我一想，操
Eminem killed by M and M, Matthew Mitchell
這裡才是你的最佳活埋地
Bitch, I even have your initials
就剩下倆高速路口了
I initially was gonna bury you next to my brother, but fuck it
我沒駕照啊，希望我們別被攔下來
Since you're in love with your city so much
警笛響了？高速公路上開90碼真不是個好主意，條子已經出現在我後視鏡了
I figured, what the fuck
我天，警察啊啊啊啊！
The best place you could be buried alive is right here
希望至少空警的直升機可以航拍到你的葬身之處
Two more exits, time is quite near
哥，我們要更換計劃了
Hope we don't get stopped, no license I fear
“把這頭豬推進這輛加寬林肯車的後備箱”【與下面FrankOcean的事蹟對比】
That sirens I hear? Guess 90 on the freeway wasn't the brightest idea, as cops appear in my driver's side mirror
好了，該走了，到橋上了
(Oh, God! Police! Aaaghh!)
哥，這是獻給你的
Hope Foxtrot gets an aerial shot of your burial plot, at least
也獻給FrankOcean，希望你泳技不錯
New plan, Stan, Slim: ' Chauvinist pig
再他媽說一遍你討厭同性戀啊！
Drove in this big Lincoln Town Car'
我同樣也代表那些因為你開玩笑攻擊冒犯
Well, gotta go, almost at the bridge
而逝去的人
Ha ha, big bro, it's for you, Slim, this is for him
我是你入夢而來，醒來仍在的夢魘
And Frank Ocean; oh, hope you can swim good
我就是你的因果報應
Now say you hate homos again!
現在是你為你的罪孽懺悔的最佳時刻
[Part 2: Produced by StreetRunner]
不，早就沒希望了，我是你無法接受的事實
[Verse 4]
當人們說起一切都要結束了
I also represent anyone on the receiving end
你卻仍不相信一切已經結束
Of those jokes you offend
那咱們再重新過一遍
I'm the nightmare you fell asleep and then woke up still in
走投無路了，我會把所有勝算加起來
I'm your karma closing in with each stroke of a pen
廁所堵了，因為一直以來我唱了一大堆狗屎
Perfect time to have some remorse to show for your sin
但是我要把它清理乾淨
Nope, it's hopeless, I'm the denial that you're hopelessly in
但是我的腦海中卻有一個聲音在怒吼
When they say all of this is approachin' its end
一切都被摧毀，我就是你缺乏的良知【是shady帶著黑暗的一面歸來，詳情在《My Darling》一曲中】
But you refuse to believe that it's over
我是你耳內的鳴響
Here we go all over again
我是你扁桃體後的息肉
Back's to the wall, I'm stacking up all them odds
在你演唱會結束後吞噬你的聲帶
Toilets clogged, yeah, 'cause I'm talking a lot of shit
我是你不肯承認卻馬上結束的時間
But I'm backing it all up
快拿點水來
But in my head there's a voice in the back and it hollers
但是我卻是那難以吞下的藥丸
After the track is demolished, 'I am your lack of a conscience '
我是你曾最討厭的惡霸【Em學生時期曾被學校的校霸欺凌】
I'm the ringing in your ears
現在你自己卻變成惡霸
I' m the polyps on the back of your tonsils
時常“屠殺”的同性戀、侮辱的女性，全部回來找你算賬
Eatin' your vocal chords after your concerts
但是一提到你女兒
I'm your time that's almost up that you haven't acknowledged
你又變成了雙標婊【Em厭惡女性卻絕不允許別人說他女兒】
Grab for some water
我代表你認為理所當然的一切
But I'm that pill that's too jagged to swallow
因為Marshall僅僅是你說唱的一半人格【Marshall原為阿姆本名，Em和SlimShady兩個藝名和人格成就了今天的他】
I'm the bullies you hate
Matthew和Stan不過是一種象徵
That you became with every faggot you slaughtered
代表著你在失去之前意識不到你擁有的事物
Coming back on you, every woman you insult
因為你的光環和魅力褪色後
Batter, but the double-standards you have
不會再有歌迷大喊你的名字
When it comes to your daughters
閃光燈落幕了，悲哀，但是這確實是所有人最終的結局【Hip-Hop史上向來如此，但是EM不肯面對這一切】
I represent everything youtake for granted
我很久之前就這樣警告過你
'Cause Marshall Mathers, the rapper's persona, is half a facade
預示著即將到來的一切
And Matthew and Stan's just symbolic
我就是未來，告訴你明天會發生什麼
Of you not knowing what you had 'til it's gone
如果你還不就此打住
'Cause after all the glitz and the glam
等到他們叫你“不敢退役的說唱界最大笑柄”
No more fans that are calling your name
到了該離開的時候，我負滿罪惡感【Em把退役當成一次旅行，與下面的baggage 、possessions呼應】
Cameras are off, sad, but it happens to all of them
拿好你的行李，當你打包你的東西的時候，如果你還有什麼想說的
I 'm the hindsight to say, “I told you so!”
定要足夠震撼，否則還是別說了
Foreshadows of all the things that are to follow
所以在你了結之前
I'm the future that's here to show you what happens tomorrow
最好確保你要引起一場轟動
If you don't stop after they call ya
所以最後一次，我回來了，趁一切淡如灰暗即將消退前
Biggest laughing stock of rap who can't call it quits
一切結束了，看看這部傳奇的終章
When it's time to walk away, I'm every guilt trip
試圖重新抓住困在瓶中的閃電【暗指想回到巔峰MMLP1時期，《Cinderella Man》一曲中提到過這句話】
The baggage you have, but as you gather up all your possessions, if there's anything you have left to say
兩次，魔法開啟了【Em想再次完成MMLP那樣的傳奇】
'Less it makes an impact, then don't bother
一張悲慘的肖像畫
So 'fore you rest your case
描繪一位飽受折磨的藝術家，被困於他自己的畫作【用道林·格雷的畫像來比喻自己被困在MMLP時期】
Better make sure you're packing a wallop
陷入更為深沉的思索，超乎想像的漆黑暗淡
So, one last time, I'm back, before it fades into black
黑暗中出現了一絲光亮
And it's all over, behold the final chapter in a saga
讓我們重回MMLP結束的時期
Tryin' to recapture that lightning trapped in a bottle
Twice, the magic that started
It all, tragic portrait of an artist
Tortured, trapped in his own drawings
Tap into thoughts blacker and darker than anything imaginable
Here goes a wild stab in the dark, uh
As we pick up where the last Mathers left off