Grateful

Yeah, I wish I could put my feelings aside
I do not know why I cling to my pride
Blessings adding up, I should feel amazing
Funny how you learn to fall from grace
As soon as you touch the sky
I can have it all as long as I try
Little did I notice
Everything I wanted all was inside
Envious assumptions all too hard to function
Dopamine consumption
I need compliments and ego driven lunches
All to feed my gumption
Grateful, grateful, grateful
Grateful, grateful, grateful
Grateful, grateful, grateful
Grateful, grateful, grateful
Back and forth on my logic, on a Tuesday night
Everythings going my way
And Im still losing my mind
I done bout prayed to God
At least eight hundred and 4022 times
Even when the sun shines from my eyes
I still find a way to go blind
Even my whole squad, thats myself boy
I walk this road alone
Used to play Kingdom Hearts in my spare time
And bump Jeezy tapes to feel grown
Feeling that who that ***** we that
Shawty Redd was my ringtone
Way before Apple Music
And Spotify was all on my new phone
I was but a young boy with a no dream
Cant nothing ruin my day
Made a lot of progress in my lifetime, dog
I done came a long way
I dont ever stop to think about ****, dog
Like why the **** you so mad?
Always want to talk about
What I aint got instead of everything that I had
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Grateful, grateful, grateful
Grateful, grateful, grateful(I know I cant help it)
I know I can't help it
Grateful, grateful, grateful(I know I cant help it)
, I know I cant help it
God with me in my lowest moments
Blessings on blessings right under noses
Open up your heart and smell the roses
Why your mind caught up in the future
When it dont exist yet
Take a look around, all we got is now
Life aint measured by no inches
So much on my mental balancing
These worries heavy weighing like a bench press
Couldnt tell I need a spot
Until them bells is dropping on me I dont invest
In anybody , but myself these days
I been mobbing with myself these days
I wanna dress so so bad
Aint no feeling like myself these days
Mama told me 'Shake the Devil off and let it go
You put dreaming on a pedestal'
Moments get forsaken, granted you feel taken
God is giving you a better view
The only real change is inside of you
Only real change is inside of you
Grateful, grateful, grateful
Grateful, grateful, grateful
Grateful, grateful, grateful
Grateful, grateful, grateful