In the Middle

I don't know why
I'm lost in the middle
I'm lost in the middle of things
I been losing my focus
Snoozing my mornings
Concealed all my emotions
And blew all of my fortune
Still here I am
Just don't understand
How I got lost in the middle of things
Yeah, here I am
Just don't understand
How I got lost in the middle of things
How I love to be foolish
But got no more excuses
I want love and amusement
But I fall for illusions
Still, here I am
Just don't understand
How I got lost in the middle of things
Still, here I am
Just don't understand
How I got lost in the middle of things
Feel like my decisions never closing gaps instead they stretch the fissures
I figured that's the way it go today
Tomorrow might be different
Some evil in my system, needing riddance
Insecurity hitting before I get to see a finish line
It's about that time
That I fire up the engine and get on my grind
And get my ass to work
Speak up if I wanna get heard
Damn, feel like I got so much left to learn
I don't know why
I'm lost in, the middle
I'm lost in the middle of things
I don't know why
I'm lost in, the middle
I'm lost in the middle of things
I been taking these moments
Drown in emotion
Too much weight on my shoulders
Moving mountains and oceans
Still, here I am
Just don't understand
How I got lost in the middle of things
Still, here I am
Just don't understand
How I got lost in the middle of things
How I hate to be losing
No more confusion
Left my muse with amusement
Now I fall for illusions
Still, here I am
Just don't understand
How I got lost in the middle of things
Still, here I am
Just don't understand
How I got lost in the middle of things
Give people the banger, just to release anger
Trade raps with the crowd on that stage it's a anthem
Can't feel what I'm feeling man, too much adrenaline
Rushing through my body the energy never end
'Til it's time to go home, be back by my lone
Supposed to be connected through the phone, but my connection's gone
Broken, lost in the open
But don't get mad about this way of life I'm the one who chose it
I don't know why
I'm lost in, the middle
I'm lost in the middle of things
I don't know why
I'm lost in, the middle
I'm lost in the middle of things
Still here I am
I'm lost in the middle of things
Still here I am
I'm lost in the middle of things
Still here I am
I'm lost in the middle of things
Still here I am
I'm lost in the middle of things
Still here I am