Down from Here

im on my way to Vegas,
just tryin to go somewhere where im nameless , pretty close cant call it a vacation,
just tryin to stop my hands from shaking, shaking, paitence, its getting pretty hard for me to fake it,
I wish some else would take the wheel and drive , im not sure imma make it through the night
everybody else seems happy waking up with someone else,
good for them I wish them well, maybe I just hate myself
the south of France could be mojave , looks the same in Abu Dhabi, feelings that inside my body wouldn't wish on anybody
now im at the top floor of the hotel, high up but im in hell, and im only coming down from here
now im at the top floor of the hotel, high up but im in hell, and im only coming down from here
stranded in the desert, diddy and some models now my head hurts,
tried to find myself but I feel worse, paris poppin pills now im break-in, break-in
don't know why I feel so lost, on a rollercoaster and I cant get off ,
running out of options and I just cant stop, i just cant stop , i just cant stop