how long

I see a distant light, but I feel like I'm drowning
我看見遠處的光，但我覺得我快淹死了
I'm solid ground tonight, but I feel like I'm drowning
今晚我很堅強，但我覺得我快淹死了
Even though I still not feel like I'm sliding
即使我仍然不覺得我在滑
Even my own will is to feel like I'm fighting, I'm fighting
即使是我自己的意志也會覺得我在戰鬥，我在戰鬥
I'm swimming underground
我在地下游泳
I need to know
我需要知道
How long, until this skin feels right
多久，直到皮膚感覺正常
How long, and I try and I try and I try
多久了，我試著
How long, I fell this my whole life
多久了，我這輩子都感覺到了
How long, and I try and I try and I try
多久了，我試著
And I try
我試著
And I try
我試著
I remember when we would always be laughing
我記得當我們總是笑的時候
Is this still my home or a place that I hide in
這還是我的家還是我藏身的地方？
Breaking from this shell is a risk I've been taking
打破這個外殼是我一直在冒的風險
Trusting in myself in this game that I'm living, I'm living
在這個遊戲里相信自己，我活了，我活了
I come from underground
我來自地下
I need to know
我需要知道
How long, until this skin feels right
多久，直到皮膚感覺正常
How long, and I try and I try and I try
多久了，我試著
How long, I fell this my whole life
多久了，我這輩子都感覺到了
How long, and I try and I try and I try
多久了，我試著
And I try
我試著
And I try
我試著
And I try
我試著
I need to know
我需要知道
How long, until this skin feels right
多久，直到皮膚感覺正常
How long, and I try and I try and I try
多久了，我試著
How long, I fell this my whole life
多久了，我這輩子都感覺到了
How long, and I try and I try and I try
多久了，我試著
And I try
我試著
And I try
我試著
And I try
我試著