i'm not happy, i'm anxious

i'm not happy, i'm anxious
我每天都繃緊著神經
So done with these insecurities
什麼時候開始變得這麼壓抑
When i'm in public please don' t look at me
No I don't want any attention
I always build up so much tension
Nowadays I just don't know how to act
I just don't know what to say
My heart just palpitates
deactivate所有社交媒體
All the messages任由它們堆積
I don't know you
Please don't say hi to me
Locked in my room
just my shadows and me
So Don't come my way
Don't look at my face
I'm not happy I'm anxious and I
Just wanna be alone today
be alone everyday
I can never have enough space
I'm Sorry 我反應很慢
說每句話之前都必須先揣摩
I'm Sorry還是說錯話了
Let's try again再給我次機會拜託
他們的心思我控制不住去猜測
Overthinking every night I'm so tired
I rather you not be close to me instead of judging me
Probably will just end up hating me
They say Fake it till you make it
yea I got big dick energy
just another image I created
no wouldn't want to put that in jeopardy
So Don't come my way
Don't look at my face
I'm not happy I'm anxious and I
Just wanna be alone today
be alone everyday
I can never have enough space
I wanna be charming
I wanna be funny
But I keep on failing
I just feel so ugly
後來我也終於學會
學會去享受獨來獨往
太多條款束縛著我
落在我身上就像是一張漁網
So Don't come my way
Don't look at my face
I'm not happy I'm anxious and I
Just wanna be alone today
be alone everyday
I can never have enough space