Heavenly Father

Yeah, now everybody tellin me a lie
現在哪都沒有真話
Lordie, give me something for my soul
主啊，給我的靈魂添點重量吧
See I dont wanna think of suicide
我不想自殺
So please dont take the lock key off my door
所以請不要拿下我門上的鎖
See I been tired of fucking all these girls
我厭倦了和姑娘們亂搞
And I been tired of spending all my dough
也厭倦了揮金如土的生活
And if I give my story to the world
如果把我的故事告訴這個世界
I wonder if theyd book me for a show
我懷疑他們會不會爭著看我的真人秀
See you cant handle pressure on your own
如果你不能處理自己的壓力
So why you carry boulders by yourself
為什麼還要背著那些大石頭
The story stole, they tell it till it wrong
他們把別人的故事說得天花亂墜
And glorify the horror and the wealth
讚美那些可怕的事情和財富
And mama call me tell me coming home
媽媽打電話讓我回家
And I just need some guidance in my steps
而我只是需要別人指一條腳下的路
I know im not the only one alone
我知道除了我別人也感到孤單
I know im not the only one who felt
我知道除了我別人也感到
Heavenly father why are you so far away
天父啊，你為何這麼遙遠
Heavenly father why are you so far away
天父啊，你為何這麼遙遠
Heavenly father why are you so far away
天父啊，你為何這麼遙遠
Heavenly father why are you so far away
天父啊，你為何這麼遙遠
Yeah, Im praying that I make it 25
沒錯，我祈禱老天能讓我活到25
They be calling doctors for my health
他們一直為我的身體找醫生
And 'no' is kinda hard to say to drugs
但是想拒絕藥丸們太難了
Because I been having problems with myself
而且我一直不能和自己和解
And I been asking questions, where the love?
我不停地問，愛在哪裡
And they dont give me answers just a check
他們並不給我答案，只扔給我一張支票
And they dont know my issues as a child
而且他們不知道我小時候的事
Because I was busy cutting on myself
那時我不停地自殘
And hanging from the playground wasnt wrong
覺得在遊樂場裡倒掛著沒什麼不對
Until you got a rope up on your neck
只要不把繩子繞脖子上
And I been losing more than just my mind
我一直在失去的不只是大腦
Gathering whats left of self-respect
整理一下只剩下那點自尊心了
And daddy why you call me while you drunk?
老爸你為什麼在喝醉的時候打給我
And why you never love me when I need it
為什麼不在我需要你的時候愛我
And I dont wanna be like you no more
我一點都不想像你一樣
And I been tryna cope Im getting weeded
我一直在努力從煙草的幻覺裡清醒過來
Heavenly father why are you so far away
天父啊，你為何這麼遙遠
Heavenly father why are you so far away
天父啊，你為何這麼遙遠
Heavenly father why are you so far away
天父啊，你為何這麼遙遠
Heavenly father why are you so far away
天父啊，你為何這麼遙遠
Yeah, ay
沒錯
I smoke too much, the problems of a 20 something
我抽的太多，小年輕們的通病
I drink too often, theres liquor pouring from the faucet
我喝的太多，水龍頭里都是酒
You would assume by following the tunes
你可能會從下面幾句話定義我這個人
That im doomed to die young, addicted to dry plum
那就是我注定早死，沉溺於話梅
These bitches aint shit and pussy is my greatest vice
離不開女人，情慾是我最大的惡習
I love smoking weed, I hate advice
我愛抽草，痛恨別人的勸誡
I know some niggas that talk good
我知道一些人滿嘴大話
The wise men from a long line of bitch made and bridesmen
那些自認為聰明的人其實只是些慫貨
You never had nothing but fucking dreams
除了那些傻x的夢想其實你一無所有
You just caught up in the hype
你只是遇到了天花亂墜的炒作
The fashion and so it seems, the limelight
那些時尚的東西，那些聚光燈
I know that I rhyme tight
我知道我的歌詞很緊湊
No need for your 2 cents and burning your blueprints
再多兩拍就能把你的幻想打破
These people think I really give a fuck about the shit they give a fuck about
這些人以為我真的在乎他們在乎的那些屁事
Just need a moment of silence, just close your fucking mouth
我只是需要一丟丟安靜，所以請閉上你的嘴
Infatuated with violence, gun in my fucking mouth
迷戀暴力，嘴巴就是我的武器
So you dont even know that im serious, know what im talking bout
所以你根本不知道我是認真的，我在說些什麼
Like you got punchlines for days
你們說我唱的的梗太老
So generic your flow
旋律也一般
Youre too cold, youre aged
我太冷漠，太老
And you got punch lines for days
我唱的的梗太老
So generic your flow
旋律也一般
Youre too cold, youre aged
我太冷漠，太老

沒錯，我被那些自詡真實的人誤導了
And they souls was never in it, like yeah
其實他們的靈魂從來不在歌裡

我被那些自詡真實的人誤導了
They souls was never in it like
他們的歌裡從來沒有靈魂