carry IT well

Come home get high
Forget about the time between the highlights
Yeah I know, but I'm fine
it's just been a rough night

Poker face, in play
Otherwise it makes me think I'm unsafe
Yeah I know, it's strange
I wish it wasn't this way

Cause no one seems to know any better
I designed it that way
I know it seems I have it together but

Just because I carry it well doesn't mean it isn't heavy
and I don't need some help
I know I keep it locked down but all I want now is somebody
Who can tell me how it's gonna turn out
Cause I thought I'd be doing better by now
I thought i'd be doing better by now
but don't I carry it well

I'm grateful but impatient
Get hateful, but don't say it
So those who mean the most still get the best of me
and I can come back home and fight the rest of me
It's best to leave

Cause no one seems to know any better
I designed it that way
I know it seems I have it together but

Just because I carry it well doesn't mean it isn't heavy
and I don't need some help
I know I keep it locked down but all I want now is somebody
Who can tell me how it's gonna turn out
Cause I thought I'd be doing better by now
I thought i'd be doing better by now
but don' t I carry it well
Don't I carry it well
Cause no one seems to know any better

Just because I carry it well doesn't mean it isn't heavy
and I don't need some help
I know I keep it locked down but all I want now is somebody
Who can tell me how it's gonna turn out
Cause I thought I'd bedoing better by now
I thought i'd be doing better by now
but don't I carry it well
Don't I carry it well
Cause no one seems to know any better