C rave the dirt (prod. gin$鞥)

Sometimes I crave the dirt
有時我渴望變得泥濘不堪
Sometimes I wanna feel low
有時我想要一蹶不振
Sometimes I crave the hurt
有時我渴望疼痛來襲
Sometimes I wanna let go
有時我想要放手
'Cause on sunny days
即使萬里無雲
All I see is the rain
我眼裡卻只有烏云密布
I know that this warmth cannot last
我知道這份溫暖不能長久
And these doctors wanna put a name
所有的醫學者都想命名
To my feelings, to my brain
我的這種感覺我的思想
Before they've ever lived my past
即使他們對我的過去一無所知
What are you asking
你想知道什麼
If you're not asking yourself
為什麼不先問問你自己呢
What am I doing right now
我在做什麼
Who am I doing it for
我做這一切都是為了誰
Do you wake up happy
你每天醒來都無憂無慮嗎
Or do you wake up wondering
或者你充滿疑惑的醒來嗎
Who's pulling strings on all your moves
是誰在幕後操縱這你
Cause they just don't feel like you
只是因為他們永遠不能像你一樣
Seems like the whole worlds been programmed against me
像是全世界都有意的與我為敵
I'm feeling so empty
我感到空虛
I'm thinking these drinks can fill me up
這些酒精能不能填補我
And I'm wrong again
我一錯再錯
Singing these songs again
這些歌餘音繞樑在腦海中
Lost in my mind
失去理智
The end is near I can feel it
我可以感受到結局近在咫尺
I believe in delirious thoughts being the clearest
我相信我只有在幾近瘋狂是頭腦才是最清晰的
I know you're hurting too
我也知道你倍感痛苦
Can we just accept the truth
我們就接受現實吧好嗎
That we're not here for any good reason
我們的存在毫無意義
Just remind me to breathe in
提醒我苟活著
I'll remind you to breathe in
我會提醒你繼續活著
What are you asking
你想知道什麼
If you're not asking yourself
為何不先問問你自己
What am I doing right now
我在做什麼
Who am I doing it for
我到底是為了誰
Do you wake up happy
你每天醒來都無憂無慮嗎
Or do you wake up wondering
或你總在疑惑中醒來嗎
Who's pulling strings on all your moves
到底是誰在幕後操控著你
'Cause they just don't feel like you
只因為他們不是你也不能成為你