higher

Too many questions in my head
But will I ever understand
I'm feeling lonely feeling banned
Oh here I am doing it all over again
The overthinking
And late night drinking keeps pushing me
Further down
Further down
I wanna feel a little high instead of drinking all my nights away
I wanna feel fine
Wanna feel that I'm worth it
Show me the light
Instead of pulling me down
To the ground
Pick me up and take me up higher
Take me up higher
Don't wanna think about the past
I wanna think about what's next yeah
Don't wanna argue day and night
With the conversation in my mind
It's eating me alive
Don't overthink it
Is what my momma says
But I'm scared to be different in some type of way
It's a safe spot to think this way
But baby still I like to be a bit higher
I wanna feel fine
Wanna feel that I'm worth it
Show me the light
Instead of pulling me down
To the ground
Pick me up and take me up higher
Take me up higher