lost love

[Chorus: ilytrap]
Lost love
Start to hate myself when I'm staying off these drugs
Don't feel like myself
When your sucking all my blood
Tried to ply me dirty
Tried to leave me in the mud
Never got to know me
All you ever did was judge
Start to hate myself when I'm staying off these drugs
Don't feel like myself
When your sucking all my blood
Tried to play me dirty
Tried to leave me in the mud
Never got to know me
All you ever did was judge
[ Verse: ilytrap]
Baby this **** feeling repetitive
Idk, I don't know
If I'm even meant for this
**** you ***** broke me down
Now I'm never sensitive
So many girls but I don't think that ima let them in
Betray me, I know that you hate me
You wont be my lady
Baby drive me crazy, drivin me insane
Ima go and blow my brains
I wont love another girl
I know theyre made to disobey
Baby baby, waste your shot
Just to shoot me in the back
Ain't no other way
Shawty tried to give me heart attack
Got no love for a *****
Got no love for a hoe
Cause I know they go switch
Watch them leave like the snow
Watch them leave inside the snow on a blizzard
**** me up inside the head turn me to a killer
Say that you love me but I beg to differ
I know you dont so I chug all the liquor
[Chorus: ilytrap]
Lost love
Start to hate myself when I'm staying off these drugs
Don 't feel like myself
When your sucking all my blood
Tried to play me dirty
Tried to leave me in the mud
Never got to know me
All you ever did was judge
Start to hate myself when I'm staying off these drugs
Don't feel like myself
When your sucking all my blood
Tried to play me dirty
Tried to leave me in the mud
Never got to know me
All you ever did was judge
[Verse 2: luvmistakee]
She wanna pick me brains out
Feelings change but for you I'm in my feels now
Love is fake, I don't know what is real now
Smoking on this loud
It numbs the pain
I can't feel now
Now she love me back
But I don't love her
Pistol to the brain
******s in my clip
It might hurt
Lost love I lost you
Pop a bean, I popped a perc
**** my feelings **** my life
My brain doesn't work
Lost love
Start to hate myself when I'm staying off these drugs
I never loved you
Well I guess you're outta luck
I never loved you
This is the best for us