Relative Fiction

Midnight: you could see me dangling;
午夜：你可以看到我搖晃著
Glow like a cherry falling
像落下的櫻桃一樣閃閃發光
Now It's a downpour
現在傾盆大雨落下
And you could see me racing the rain to the ground floor
你可以看到我把雨帶到你的地板上
You're the only thing I'll wait around for
你是我唯一為之等待的存在
Maybe when you get off of work could you meet me
也許你下班後，能來見我嗎
We could go barreling down on the main street
我們可以在大街上快步行走
You could try watching while I run through the high-beams
你可以試著看著我奔跑著穿過遠光燈
'Cause if I didn 't have a mean bone in my body
因為如果我身上沒有一根對你刻薄的骨頭
I'd find some other way to cause you pain
我會找到別的辦法讓你痛苦
I won't bother telling you I'm sorry
我不想告訴你我很抱歉
For something that I'm gonna do again
因為我要還會重蹈覆轍
When I could spend the weekend
當週末
Out on a bender
我在外酗酒不歸
Do I get callous or do I stay tender
我是變得冷酷無情還是保持溫柔
Which of these is worse
哪個會更糟
And which is better?
哪個會更好？
Dying to myself virtually
但其實我已與死去無異
A massacre
一場屠殺
A Character of somebody's invention
一個某人發明的角色
A Martyr in another passion play
一場激情戲中的殉道者
I guess I don't mind losing my conviction
我想我不介意失去我的信念
If it's all relative fiction anyway
如果這些都是虛構的話
'Cause I don't need a savior
因為我不需要救世主
I need you to take me home
我只要你帶我回家
I don't need your help
我不需要你的幫助
I need you to leave me alone
我要你讓我一個人獨處
I'm out where the drunks at the bar
我在酒吧里喝的爛醉
Talk over the band
談論聲蓋過了樂隊
I try to express
我試著表達
I can't understand
我不能理解
I beat at the keys
我把鑰匙搖響
I bloody my hands
我手上都是血
Till you hear me
直到你聽到我
I've got no business praying
我沒必要祈禱
I'm finished being good
我不再做好人了
Now I can finally be okay
現在我終於可以沒事了
In not the way I thought I should
雖然不是我想的那類“沒事了”