I Like To Play With Him (Interlude)

I first discovered men when I was about 15 and he was much older than me,
我第一次碰見他大概是在我15歲的時候，他比我大很多
so I was a bit intimidated so I started to play with him.
所以我有點害怕他，後來我開始和他一起玩
I resisted him,
我曾對他感到抗拒
I said I didn't want him ,
我說我並不想擁有他
but... I quite liked it
但…我還是十分地喜歡過他