How Many Times

Diathra--How Many Times
--lndjove--
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Ive had enough, and Im feeling a little beat.
I dont know what the future holds for me.
But I tell myself I dont give a damn
Cause my life is in pieces and I forgot who I am.
I cant lose myself, kill my pride.
For the things I took for granted at my side
But they still expect me to pay the cost.
Cant keep blaming myself for the love that Ive lost.
How many times will I have to go
Through this vicious circle, again and again?
How many times before I know
This road will lead to the same bitter pain?
The sweetness of lies and the sourness of the truth,
Cruel betrayals and loves burning shame,
And/ how many times, from beginning to end,
Will I have to play these silly games?
Because Im so frail,
They say Im/ destined for hell
Why then am I so blind
Searching for heaven heaven divine?
Did loves redemption redemption fail?
Whats the source source of my strife?
Whats the price for my life?
The wrong, the right, a penny, or fortune?
But for me, the lines are blurred
For pain is my portion.
How many times will I have to go
Through this vicious circle, again and again?
How many times before I know
This road will lead to the same bitter pain?
The sweetness of lies and the sourness of the truth,
Cruel betrayals and loves burning shame,
And/ how many times, from beginning to end,
Will I have to play these silly games?
How many times will I have togo
Through this vicious circle, again and again?
How many times before I know
This road will lead to the same bitter pain?
The sweetness of lies and the sourness of the truth,
And/ how many times, from beginning to end,
Will I have to play these silly games?
How many times will I have to go
Through this vicious circle, again and again?
How many times before I know
This road will lead to the same bitter pain?
The sweetness of lies and the sourness of the truth,
Cruel betrayals and loves burning shame,
And/ how many times, from beginning to end,
Will I have to play these silly games?