How Could You Disappear?

Ill remember you always
Precious things not yet forgotten
Like my first,second skin
With my first jump into water
In that wild,blue embrace
And the dark bite of November, I remember as the whispered of fate
Ill remember you always
Among the first of the surprises
In the summer of my spring
As a whistling adventure
As a song of foolish joy
And the rising bounce of green grass,as time passed,as it lifted birthday boy
How could you disappear?
Ill remember you always
Until the end of the last ember
Till no one knows my name
As we crept into your bedroom
Let our fingers trace your sheets
With an air of still about you,that devout hue as you drifted into peace
Ill remember you always
As one of few things best forgotten
Through a faded film of shame
In the eyes-locked lust of first love
With the thrill of what wed found
As we clutched our scared secret,swore to keep it swore to never make a sound
How could you disappear?
Every fateful celebration
Every painful souvenir
Every look of wide-eyed wonder
Every all-consuming fear
How could you disappear?