Addict With a Pen

Hello
你好
We haven't talked in quite some time
我們已經很久沒說話了
I know
我知道
I haven't been the best
我沒能成為你最棒的
Of sons
兒子（基督教信徒）
Hello
你好
I've been traveling in
我一直旅行在
The desert of my mind
我腦中的沙漠裡
And I
我
Haven't found a drop
還沒有發現
Of life
生活的真理
I haven't found a drop
我還沒有發現
Of you
轉世投胎的你
I haven't found a drop
我還沒有發現一滴
I haven 't found a drop
我還沒有發現一滴
Of water
水
Water
水
I try desperately to run through the sand
我竭盡全力穿過這片沙漠
As I hold the water
因為我握著這水
In the palm of my hand
在我手心
Cause it's all that I have
因為這是我擁有的一切
And it's all that I need and
這是我需要的一切
The waves of the water
水的波浪
Mean nothing to me
對我來說沒有任何意義
But I try my best
但是我盡了最大的努力
And all that I can to
我所能做的全部
Hold tightly onto
就是緊握住
What's left in my hand
留在我手中的僅剩
But no matter how
但是不管我怎麼
How tightly I will strain
竭力握緊
The sand will slow me down
沙粒總會拖慢我的腳步
And the water will drain
這水也會乾涸
I'm just being dramatic
我就像場戲劇
In fact,
其實
I'm only at it again
我只是再一次
As an addict with a pen
變成一個會用筆的
Who's addicted to the wind
逆風上癮的癮君子
As it blows me back and forth
它反復不停地吹著
Mindless, spineless, and pretend
無知的懦弱的虛偽的我
Of course I'll be here again
當然明天我會再來
See you tomorrow
看你
But it's the end of today
但是今天快結束了
End of my ways
我的世界也結束了
As a walking denial
因為一個散漫的拒絕
My trial was filed as a crazy
我的實驗被認為是瘋狂的
Suicidal head case
自取滅亡的瘋子
But you specialize in dying
但是你專注於死亡
You hear me screaming
你聽到我在尖叫
Father
父親
And I'm lying here just crying
我躺在這裡哭泣
So wash me with your water
所以用你的愛洗淨我
Water
愛
Hello
你好
We haven't talked in quite some time
我們已經很久沒說話了
I know
我知道
I haven't been the best
我沒能成為你最棒的
Of sons
兒子
Hello
你好
I've been traveling in
我一直旅行在
The desert of my mind
我腦海中的沙漠
And I
我
I haven't found a drop
還沒有發現
Of life
生活的真理
I haven't found a drop
我還沒有發現
Of you
轉世投胎的你
I haven't found a drop
我還沒有找到一滴
I haven't found a drop
我還沒有找到一滴
Of water
水