Rush

Look
Now take a good look at me
Couple demons on my shoulders
Shit weighing on my mind, these thoughts
Feel like boulders, Im off it
When I smoke this often
I might choke, this coughing gets me closer
A little bit of closure
Sipping on this water when I really want ambrosia
When they told me
'Always count your blessings
Tried shit, failed
Then you use it as a lesson
Dont repeat it nigga, always try to keep them guessing'
So I guess I failed
But yes I will keep uphill
Ive been down but I aint kneel
And thats gotta count for something right?
Yeah, to turn this anguish into something nice
The wrong answers usually hold answers
So even when you call, know I probably wont answer
Its not part of the plan
Part of me cant, take it apart and try it again
Like
Maybe Im right
And maybe Im wrong
Maybe I try
And maybe I fall
Maybe Im lost
Running in circles
All of its hurtful
And I dont like hurting
But maybe Im right
And maybe Im wrong
And maybe I try
And maybe I fall
Maybe Im lost
Running in circles
All of its hurtful
And either way I aint rushing no more
Either way I aint rushing no more
Either way I aint rushing no more
Either way I aint rushing no more
I aint rushing no more