I'm A Ruin

I know that I can't have it all
我知道我對你佔有欲太強
But without you I am afraid I'll fall
但是失去你，我害怕我會沉淪不起
I know I'm playing with your heart
我知道我玩弄了你的真心
And I could treat you better but I'm not that smart
我本該對你好點，但是我沒有那麼聰明
When it comes to love, you're an easy fight
對於愛，你是個容易應付的對手
A flower in a gun, a bird in flight
殊不知驕陽刺眼，玫瑰帶刺
It isn't fair and it isn't right
本是不公與不對
To lead you on like it's all alright
卻被你深深誤解
I played with your heart
我玩弄了你的真心
And I could treat you better but I'm not that smart
我本該對你好點，但是我沒有那麼聰明
You still mean everything to me
你仍然是我的一切
But I wanna be free
但我卻渴望自由
I'll ruin, yeah, I'll ruin you
我會毀滅一切，包括親愛的你
I've been doing things I shouldn't do
現在我已覆水難收
Yeah, uh huh, ooh, yeah
Yeah, uh huh, ooh, yeah
Yeah, uh huh, ooh, yeah
Yeah, uh huh, ooh, yeah
It's difficult to move on
寸步難行
When nothing was right and nothing's wrong
無所適從的我
You still can't look me in the eye
你已不願再面對
'Cause you've been bitten once and now you're twice as shy
因為你害怕被再一次傷害
I've had my share of beautiful men
擁有你這個帥氣的男人已成為我的過去式
But I'm still young and I wanna love again
只是我還太年輕，我仍然渴望愛情
It's difficult to say goodbye
道別的話怎麼說得出口
And easier to live a lover's lie
或許活在愛人的謊言裡更好過吧
And I' ve tried to say
而我想說的是
Babe, I'm gonna ruin you if you let me stay
親愛的，我會毀了你的，如果你讓我留下來
You still mean everything to me, to me
你仍然是我一切的一切！
But I wanna be free
但是我渴望自由
I'll ruin, yeah, I'll ruin you
我會毀滅一切，包括親愛的你
I've been doing things I shouldn't do
現在我已覆水難收
Yeah, uh huh, ooh, yeah
Yeah, uh huh, ooh, yeah
It doesn't feel right and it doesn't feel fair
本就是不公與不對
When I'm planning to move on and you're still standing there
當我試著對身邊的你作出彌補的時候
Don't wanna keep a secret but I don't know how to keep it fair, yeah
我想公開這個秘密，但是我不知道對你而言怎樣才算公平
I'll ruin, yeah, I'll ruin you
我會毀滅一切，包括親愛的你
I've been doing things I shouldn't do
現在我已覆水難收
But I don't wanna say goodbye
但是我不想跟你道別
But, baby, I don't wanna lie
但是親愛的，我不想說謊了
To lie, to lie to you
不想，不想對你說謊了
I'm a ruin
我就是個破壞之王！
Yeah, uh huh, ooh, yeah
Yeah, uh huh, ooh, yeah