self destructive

Self-destructive tendencies
我所鍾情的自我毀滅
That I have are killing me slowly
正引我緩赴隕落結局
But that's fine
但這正合我心意
I like the way it feels
我偏愛這種感覺
Yeah, I, I like the way it feels
是我甘之如飴
When I think that I'm leaving
當我想到自己的靈魂正在抽離
And I hurt myself to prove that I'm human
我以創傷為自己曾鮮活的憑據
Where did I go wrong this time?
這一次是哪裡出了差錯呢
If I don't wake up
若就此與明日朝陽永訣
I'm better off
於我反倒是種解脫
I'll finally catch up on my sleep
我終將享有永逸的酣眠
I've been so lost
我已迷失太久
3 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me
凌晨三點腦海中築造雜思的窠臼
If I don't wake up
若就此與明日朝陽永訣
I'm better off
於我反倒是種解脫
I 'll finally catch up on my sleep
我終將享有永逸的酣眠
I've been so lost
我已迷失太久
3 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me
凌晨三點腦海中築造雜思窠臼
Tell me I won't be this way forever
請告訴我我不會永久沉淪
I can't do this for much longer
我不能再安於現狀
Does anyone give a ****?
可有誰能將我救贖
I don't think that's the case
我不願相信這就是結局
I wanna be anywhere else but here
我不願苟延殘喘在此地
Lately it's been getting hard to feel
近來越發心如止水
But I'm getting used to it
但也逐漸習以為常
If I don't wake up
若就此與明日朝陽永訣
I'm better off
於我反倒是種解脫
I'll finally catch up on my sleep
我終將享有永逸的酣眠
I've been so lost
我已迷失太久
3 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me
凌晨三點腦海中築造雜思窠臼
If I don't wake up
若就此與明日朝陽永訣
I'm better off
於我反倒是種解脫
I'll finally catch up on my sleep
我終將享有永逸的酣眠
I've been so lost
我已迷失太久
3 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me
凌晨三點再造一座雜思的窠臼