why, or why not

To get my happiness I had done everything,
為了得到幸福我盡力而為
but had done nothing to be blamed and accused of.
但未曾做出任何罪惡之舉
The sound of footsteps became louder every day,
每日身後足音愈發地沈重
Then I noticed the fact there was no time.
使我察覺到我已時日無多

我信仰著生活以保持自我
I was a believer in life to be myself always,
並探索著我是否能夠生存
and was asking whether I would be alive.
告訴我為何不能選擇走這條道路

為何用無可饒恕的罪責量我以刑
Give me a reason why not to adopt in this way,
告訴我為何命運的歧路如此繁多
or judge me to be guilty of so many incurable sins.
也許我一直忽略了致命的什麼
Tell me why,or why not.Complaining way too much,
整個世界停滯於完全的寂靜
maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.
我被惡意的憐憫所束縛

那無聲的警告與日俱增
The whole world was at a complete standstill,
我卻總是假裝充耳不聞
and I was in fetters,at the mercy of the mob.
它的意義早就已為旁人所知
The silent warning became louder every day.
在我發現真相前已墮入黑暗
Then I kept pretending not to hear.
在無謂的悲劇中你究竟追尋些什麼？

你只需誠實地面對自己和你的命運
Its meaning had been in the eyes of beholder all along.
告訴我為何命運的歧路如此繁多
It had grown dark before I found a sign.
也許我一直忽略了將我抹殺的什麼

無人得知此處將無人生還
'Among the nonsense tragedies,what on earth you are looking for?
除我之外的世界日趨瘋狂

那麼你將要拒絕的饒恕是什麼？
You only have to be honest to yourself and your own fate.'
你將會帶來的幸福又是什麼？

此如何？彼又如何？請不要來打擾我
Tell me why,or why not.Complaining way too much,
在我還能控制自己的時候
maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.

There is nobody who knows there will be nobody.
Except for me,all the world has gone mad.

So what is forgiveness you are willing to withhold?
What is the well-being you are willing to make?
Now what? So what? Dont you come interrupt me,oh please

while I am interrupting myself.