Sober

And I dont know
我不知道
This could break my heart
這會讓我心碎
or save me
或者安好
Nothings real
要真實
Until you let go completely
只有徹底放手
So here I go with all my thoughts
所以我提出所思所想
Ive been saving
我曾經被解救
So here I go with all my fears
所以所有伴隨我的恐懼
Weighing on me
都讓我苦惱
Three months and Im
三個月過去
still sober
我依舊清醒
Picked all my weeds
除去腦海雜念
but kept the flowers
保留心中花朵
But I know its never
不過這並未
really over
真正結束
And I dont know
我不知道
I could crash and burn
我會崩潰
but maybe
又或許
At the end of this road I might
在這條路的盡頭
Catch a glimpse of me
我會瞥一眼自己
So I wont worry about my timing
所以我不擔心時機
I want to get it right
我只想要對的
No comparing, second guessing
不去對比，猜疑
No not this time
不去想還有下次
Three months and Im
三個月了
still breathing
我還活著
Been a long road since those hands
一路走來
I left my tears in
手心已盛滿淚
but I know
不過我知道
its never really over, no
這些永遠不會真正結束，不會
Wake ........ ...up
醒醒吧
Three months and Im
三個月了
still standing here
我還停留在原處
Three months and Im
三個月了
getting better yeah
我已變得更好
Three months and I still
三個月了我還是
am
我
Three months and its
三個月了
still harder now
還是好難
Three months Ive been
三個月我一直
living here without you now
活在沒有你的當下
Three months yeah
三個月呵
Three months
三個月
Three months and Im
三個月了
still breathing
我還活著
Three months and I
三個月了
still remember it
我還記得
Three months and I
三個月了
wake up
我才醒悟
Three months and Im
三個月了
still sober
我依舊清醒
Picked all my weeds
除去腦海雜念
but kept the flowers
保留心中花朵