Supposed

Said I'm fine with it
Said I'm fine
But I'm not
Is it still alright
To be mad at you
To be mad at me
I was glad that you
Wasn't there to see
That you really ****ed me up
Took a while to get well
Had to break a habit or two
I had a lot of shit to work through
I had to rid the feeling of you
On top of me when you were not supposed to be
You were not supposed to be
You were not
You were not
Supposed to be
Supposed to be on top of me
So sad, so sad, so sick of feeling sad
You're bad, you're wrong, I've known this all along
Still I'm mad at how slowly I've been healing
It's only cause I wish I was braver
Maybe I could've saved her
But you really **** ed me up
Took a while to get well
Had to break a habit or two
I had a lot of shit to work through
I had to rid the feeling of you
On top of me when you were not supposed to be
You were not supposed to be
You were not
You were not
Supposed to be
Supposed to be on top of me